I'm a nerd, so what?

eyebrow

2012-01-21T19:53:00.000-08:00

GONG XI FA CAI EVERYONE!!!!

MAY ALL OUR WISHES COME TRUE !!

Since It's almost cny , my granma kept complaining and nagging about my hair like why my hair so dry or why my hair so brownish or why I never go salon once a month etc -.- IKR

"aiyo why your hair so messy, can you go for trimming before cny"

"see, why your hair is not black must be malnutrition"

(-.- halo it's genetic lo, my hair is a bit brownish cuz my dad's hair colour isn't black!!)

but anyway I end up had my eyebrow trimmed instead of my hair LOL

How was it? ok right HAHAHHA

looks damn idiot here lol

Next time should try eyebrow threading!!

2012

2012-01-07T20:47:00.000-08:00

2012 will be a challenging, hectic and unimaginable year to me cuz I'm dealing with A-level, no joke, if I screw this up, I'm heading to no where!

oh god, feel the instant stress?!! No choice,after enjoying a month of peaceful, sluggish, super-relaxing holiday, I guess it's time to revive my kiasu engine, gotta work my ass off from tomorrow onwards (school reopen).

Tutorials will definitely haunt me to death! The only way to conquer this is to become a well-prepared-nerd LOL.

See, nerdy enough? HAHAHA

I do magic cuz I've turn my hair SHORT YAY!!

TADA I've transform my hair LONG now!!:)

Guess I won't blog much in 2012, not til I've finished A level!

Banquet

2011-12-19T22:39:00.000-08:00

Having a month of holiday, you don't expect me to study everyday right? (jc life) Even though I have tons of unfinished homework awaiting me and I know I can't finish them in this holiday. Reason being very simple, I'm just not in the mood, not yet :(

So a great way to enjoy life (means no study in mind), earn some extra cash for xmas shopping, get involved into something that you've never encountered before, broaden your view is to STEP INTO SOCIETY which is get a job. Part time job la.

I worked for 5 days at M hotel (4 stars) Lucky got direct bus from my granma's house cuz I can't imagine myself reporting late due to freaking MRT disruption.

Every staff have to purchase their own name tag. This thing costs me $7 for goodness' sake!

Dress Code:

Black jacket, black skirt (Uniform provided)

Transparent stocking (I bought it like $3 cuz I forgot to wear on the first day :(

TIE A BUN with HAIRNET (second time doing this in my life)

Black shoes

Bought a super comfy shoes cuz working at banquet is no joke!! I stand for like 5.5 hours every night.

Lucky my working hour is only from 5.30-11 pm!! oh except for Sunday 10am-11pm wha that day nearly die but when I got the pay ($82), everything is worthwhile!

I had wedding dinner duty for 5 nights, 1 wedding lunch!

After what I've been through I think that wedding is not special anymore cuz all the schedule are the same, not to mention the food too! I can even memorise the menu by heart already LOL

The staffs:

God half of the staffs here are Vietnamese, only very very few are friendly, wha the rest are damn bitches! That day I partnered with 1 experienced freak, she's extremely good, can served 3 tables at once (normally 1 person serves 1 table especially the beginner). But so what she always give me that asshole face whenever I asked her something that I'm not sure about, or worse she'll just ignored me completely even though how hard I tapped on her shoulder to confirm with her! total fucking bitch la!

super glad when I worked with Singaporean or China cuz they're so fun to hang around with. They'll share with you their working experience like when to pick up the food in the kitchen or when to clear the dirty plates or whatever! During break time, we'll stay in a corner, have fun and start to gossip LOL (the manager who looks 40s but actually he's only 20s is in a relationship with a 17 poly staff wtf, I even overheard their conversation and had goosebumps instantly)

Kitchen:

oh god the kitchen is damn slippery, no joke 2 person fell down and were sent to hospital!!

I broke a bowl LOL but it wasn't my fault la cuz the cleaning area was so chaotic, and btw not only me the rest even the experienced one also broke glasses, sometimes.

Serving:

I can tell that my whole arm was shaking like nobody's business when I was holding the teapot on the first day!! thank god no spillage happened otherwise.....(don't dare to think) then after that I got used to it, it became a piece of cake, maybe my arm had developed certain muscle LOL

Overall:

it's a good experience, it gave me motivation to study harder at the end of the day cuz I don't want to fall into this kind of category in the future. I wanna get a good job , a job I liked and passioned with.

Too bad I didn't get a chance to snap a photo of me in uniform and in bun LOL

Early X'mas present!

2011-12-19T21:37:00.000-08:00

This morning I woke up and found this!!What a surprise!!

MY NAME!! so it's mine!! mad happy!!

I wonder what it is?!!oh my oh my so kanchiong!!

WOOO IT'S A BAG IN BLACK!

From Mango! My aunt actually bought loads of x'mas gifts this year, my cousin and even granma also got one from her!!what a sweetheart!

Thankiu so much aunt!!

cutest creature!

2011-12-07T05:49:00.001-08:00

Totally flabbergasted when they sing O-M-F-G

OMG Sophia is so ADORABLEEEEEEE!! TALENTED!!! SHE CAN TOTALLY SING!! AND ROSIE 'S EXPRESSION IS EPIC TOO!!I SO WANNA BRING THEM HOME!!!LOL
LOVE NICKI MINAJ <3

LOOOOOOL THEY JUST ROBBED TOY R US!!! AND NOTICED EVERYTHING IS PINK!!

LOOOOOL IT'S MOMMY JENNOFER HUDSON!
SHE SCREAMED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS HAHAHA

Not My Cup of Tea ---- 2

2011-12-07T04:21:00.001-08:00

Speaking of direct sales,whatever sales it is, I think I've got sales phobia after completed 3 days freaking briefing.

1st day:
-They introduced, demonstrated and explained their best selling product, ask me to jot down important points for future sale purposes.

2nd day:
-Continue the unfinished introduction of the company product (cuz they've quite a few)
-I've spent $ 0.40 to purchase the price list and timetable. Totally freak me out when I was informed that all employees were to attend workshop and talks 3 times a week, mind you each talk is around 2 and half hours for goodness's sake!!!LONGER than my lecture wtf. Merely 50 min of lecture already drives some of my friends crazy, hmm 2 and half hour, impossible, I salute to those who manage to keep themselves awake all the time...

3rd day:
-I was taught fixing an appointment through phone. Frankly speaking, I HATE TELEMARKETING seriously, I always have a sense of urge to slam the call made by some pesky salesman, irritating to the max. Back then, I was really repulsed by the idea of doing sales through phone. Isn't this a form of phone harassment?
Great, now you wanna me to do something that I dislike....I wonder how long can I tahan, or am I really able to kick start this leh...

"HARH so I am supposed to sell these to my family?" I jaw-drop-ingly asked.
"yup someone you're close to cuz it will be easier" my senior replied.
"oh no you must be kidding me, I thought ....this is impossibly hard" I started to freak out.
"don't worry, we'll guide you along" my senior reassured.

NowI knew that my "targeted prey" is my relatives (That explained why I was told to analyse my family tree to the senior) OH MY... I CAN'T DO THIS..NO WAY...

-I was asked to write script and practice of what I'm gonna say to my aunt.(poor aunty bee kwan, I can't believe I target you LOL)
-we did phone role play for 3 hours (fml seriously, get so annoyed)

That night, when my senior called to check me out (I was supposed fix an appointment with my aunt ), I told her that I can't do it anymore (quit la) cuz I will be going for holiday for a month.

I didn't mean to lie but it was so hard to blurt out those irresponsible and hurtful words, after they've put in so much effort in training me, patiently. They even invited me to their badminton game, see they're nice people.

I guess direct sales isn't my cup of tea, at least I've tried (ya I dialed my aunt's number but she was busy the whole week so couldn't meet me up, phew.... or else she might already bought one of the product...)

Best to figure it out when you're young right?

PS: gotta do holiday assignment :(

Not My Cup of Tea ---- 1

2011-12-02T06:55:00.001-08:00

"what course are you going for in the future?"

hmmm not sure leh....finish my A level first then see how la

oh I hate I always give people those not-so-sure or go-with-the trend answer when dealing with this question (most of the people will definitely ask you when you're around this age...)

Cuz it gives them a feeling like I'm still a little girl who is immature, do not have my own view of point, narrow minded, never thought of my own future.....

Frankly speaking, I know that I wanna do sciences, I wanna do nutrition, I wanna do food.... but Singapore is a financial hub, in fact according to world bank, my country is rated as the top country on the ease of doing business. Imagine the place you live in is specialized in business field, wouldn't you want to be involved also. I mean like who would choose a career with little or no potential market, like I dunno say agriculture.. in Malaysia, Indonesia, maybe you'll have a bright future but in this small island em you're committing suicide isn't it?

So to really made up my mind, I've applied a part time business job...

Well, during my interview session, I asked what type of product are you selling exactly?

Health and wellness.

Amway is the first thing that popped up in my mind. simply because my uncle was an unsuccessful Amway salesman.

Their products are slightly different though, no health supplement pheww....cuz I really hate that, my granma spent at least RM 500 per month. well she's very healthy actually just get paranoid by the age of 70+ and of course got persuaded by several salesman la. Total waste of money

=.=

Their products: magnetic therapy, water system, sterilizer, organic beauty lotion, collagen....

"OK I WILL DO IT" I was so excited and so enthusiastic about this business when they mention 1 deal for at least $170!

"In fact I'm earning $1500 per month when I was a part time like you also back then, but you must be hardworking and 100% committed la... "she said

But after 2 days of briefing and training I finally know that there's no free lunch in this world.
High pay, there's a reason behind it....

Choice

2011-11-26T05:40:00.001-08:00

Our school organises economics trip to 2 places : South Korea or Hong Kong

How to apply:
Good econs grade (I didn't fail),
Singaporean (I am!),
Good conduct (hmm I guess I'm a good student cuz I hardly break any school rules LOL),
Leadership (oh well..)
Last but not least >>> interview

Benefits:
according to the teachers, most of the previous batch students who attended those learning trip got excellent grade in A level (think carefully, these studetns scored A simply because the teacher select the students who are good in econ )

"GO!!" "I think you should really go" "Totally worth it!!go!"
amid all the you-must-go comments from my friends, I opt out of the economics trip in the end.
Well, I know it's a great chance for me to go overseas, learning different cultures, broaden my point of views etc.. but I didn't go mainly because of money issue.

It's not like my mom doesn't allow, when I told her, she straight away said yes. See the problem?my mom's response gives me a second thought! I feel guilty and selfish cuz I've only think of having fun, enjoying my holiday, all about myself. What about my 3 other siblings? mom can use the money in other areas which are more meaningful like my sis school fees, tuition fees...or even my tuition fee

It's better than to spent S$700 in a 5 days Hong Kong trip or $1300 in Korea trip
I know it's cheap though cuz the trip is 50% subsidised, well you will always get a more reasonable rate if your school is the organiser!

"you will not get this kind of chance and rate in the future, even in uni cuz in order to be selected, they will look at your result and it's too competitive with all the foreign talents out there"
that's what my teacher said.

Which I totally disagree cuz I can always go when I wanted to, Korea will not sink in 10 years time, just that not now and not paid by my parents money. That's their money, they work so hard for it, they earn it, they deserve it.
Adding financial burden to them is the last thing I wanted to do.

PS: reading "Life in Changi Prison"

Results

2011-11-19T04:43:00.001-08:00

Got back results on Thursday. Actually we finished our exam last month but the school wants us to focus more on pw so they choose not to let the students know about their performance!!

Mine wasn't too bad except General Paper T_____T got E oh my!! Looks like I really need to put in 200% of hard work in this area!! guess what, we are not allowed to apply uni if we failed this.....
btw, they moderated econs aggressively cuz I remembered I got D for my mid-course but became A wtf!!

Actually Ms chong still not so bad la, other classes do not receive any prizes like 23C:)

PS: playing fb Maple adventure LOL

Good Riddance Project Work

2011-11-16T05:30:00.001-08:00

OMG OMG OMG IT IS FINALLY OVER!!!AFTER 10 MONTHS OF TORTURING JOURNEY!

It was just so surreal and unbelievable when we finished oral presentation (the last lap of PW)!!

Guess what, IJ062 is the last group to present among the whole cohort because nam lost her voice on the actual day, so rescheduled lo!

hmm actually presenting on the last day wasn't a bad thing cuz this means that we've got more time to practice and perfect our Q&A! Just that when the rest finished earlier and celebrating, we were still looking for a quiet corner to practice, not to mention struggling with Q&A as well...

Speaking of Q&A, I'm was so pissed at myself cuz I could've give a better answer if I choose to stand there, maybe 2 more seconds can made a huge difference, but not walked back to my seat ARH SO REGRET.....

Anyway, I can do nothing about it also, so just let it be ba.

Hope that our kind assessors are lenient *fingers cross*

My dear group members, so glad that we're always there for each other. Well, after been through everything, I've gained something insightful....TEAMWORK :)

WOOHOOO PW IS OVER!!! time to delete all the bloody pw stuff which had flooded my laptop!!

LOL the name tag that we're supposed to stick on our chest during op is damn big cuz the assessors complain that they can't see HAHA

PS: Life's good

social agency

2011-11-13T18:25:00.001-08:00

Well, holiday's around the corner and I've been searching for a part time job online, to earn some extra cash basically and gain some experience as well. Lat year, I worked for 2 and half weeks and got a $500 cheque kaching kaching $$$, I still can remember the hectic life especially during festive season vividly, the crowd, the staffs there, the smell of the shop, it was a memorable on I would say. No regrets.

OK back to my point, I gonna share with you guys something. Well, when I searching online randomly, I found a job post, the pay is minimum $300/hr for goodness's sake. Without any further hesitation, I email the company and request for more details. I was so happy excited that moment, gosh $300/hr, if I work a day, earning $1000+ is a piece of cake.

*got back the email reply*

Totally flabbergasted when I've finished reading the details. Here's what it say:

Hi,

We are well established and discreet social escort agency (Singapore Prestigious Girls).Currently, we are recruiting young, attractive and sophisticated ladies as social escort.

The pay will be to a minimum of S$300 per hour, subjected to the standard of the applicant.

If you are interested, please leave down the following information for our assessment.
Name, Age, Race & Nationality, Height/Weight, Vital Stats, Contact Number & 2 Recent Photos (close up face and full body).

You be contacted shortly after receipt of required information, and fulfilled the basic requirement.

Thanks and Best Regards,
Management of Singapore Prestigious Girls
Website: www.sgpgirls.com

Whadafuck, isn't this sort of high class prostitute company, pretending to be some shit of social agency!!

Still ask for full body picture, I bet they would prefer a naked one as well.

Well, at lest that explains the high pay now. Why didn't I think of that LOL.

Indeed. Women are vulnerable. Gender inequality can't be solved after all. Hard to believe that prostitute agency are so well rooted in Singapore, making use of social media as a medium to hire innocents is the most unscrupulous act ever. So I urge all the ladies to stay vigilant when applying job.

PS: heading to Mc to meet my PW group members

4 more days

2011-11-06T21:59:00.000-08:00

This Friday OMG OMG OMG and I am done with PW!!!Can't wait to celebrate with my group members!!

My group oral presentation falls on the third day and we're god damn lucky cuz we can hand in I&R on the following Monday!!
How do I feel? well basically not prepared for Q&A but presentation should be fine I guess. Just be myself and take care of my voice. During the last session with ms Sim, she claimed that my group is the weakest in Q&A among all. Well, that pissed me off cuz who wants to be that loser after all?! But this motivated us to work hard for Q&A. Well not a bad move cuz I love to prove people that they are wrong about me.

So, Friday.....we're about to kick ass!

Love my new shoes!! The price tag says $ 109 but it only costs me $54 after 50% discount. Great deal indeed!!

Shooting

2011-10-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

Well, I always wanted to post my exciting PE but my current school life is literally driving me crazy, with all the pw...

After nafa test (omg having goosebumps when I realised that I'll be going through this hell again next year), our class was so lucky cuz our PE elective activity is shooting!!!!

It's sort of dream come true, really!!

First, there is no need to be in PE attire for every shooting lesson.

Second, the shooting range got aircon, (no more sun woohoo) and due to the size of our class, the lines are not enough for all of us. So, while waiting for my fellow classmates, we could just sit there and enjoy the aircon hehe. Actually, we did that most of the time, mainly because we just wanna get away from all the academic stuff and of course stress given the hectic lesson we had. We can't find any better time than PE right?!!

and finally and most importantly, shooting is wayyyyyyyyy more interesting and fun than any other sports that I've participated in my life, I swear.

Oh wait forgot to mention Mr.Lee Wang Yu, our shooting instructor aka PE teacher. Tell you what?!! He represented Singapore and won silver medal in Olympic Games (don't believe, go google!). and he's the coolest teacher ever, he's friendly, funny and understanding. I think he's more like our friend than teacher.

1123C we are really super lucky to have him as our PE teacher, without him, we would probably doing some boring stuff during PE (my friend had tai ji for goodness sake =.=).

Really thankful and grateful.

Our last PE elective was held at some shooting field (yay get to go outdoor). This place was really amazing cuz I've never thought of getting a chance to shoot here. Guess what i think the school subsidised all the cost incurred, so there's no need to pay at all yay!!

Fooling around with the gun. Actually holding the gun in this position was hurtful cuz the gun weigh 3-4 kg? I'm not sure, but what I know was everyone got bruises on the following day after 15 shots.

Oh forgot to mention the firing sound was so loud that putting ear pluck is a must!! I tried to take it out to test halfway though the lesson and my suggestion will be : do not remove if you do not want to be deaf!

My comments after firing: AIKSSSSS IT HURTS A LOT!!!!! each of us especially those small size one will just fly back when the trigger is pulled, because the gun will just rebound and hit on your shoulder, the impact was quite scary, but it was so syiok when you hit the flying target!!

Can you imagine after 15 shots, it's like someone punch on your shoulder really hard for 15 times!!

Look at the smirk, I think I hit the target!! It was just so satisfying when the clay plate you hit broke into pieces in the air!!!

It's damn heavy!!

My class 1123C !!!!

PS : Sleepy ttm zzz
PS 2: Thank you manru for taking so many lovely photos

Peace

2011-10-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

Love this a lot!! this ring totally gives me a sense of peace!!:)

Project Work

2011-10-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

I knew it!! the life after midcourse exam will be even more hectic!! Thanks to bloody hell pw...

everyone busy editing or maybe redoing their written report and having endless of oral presentation rehearsal!!
Library becomes my favourite spot where it is the only place I go! sounds so nerd I know but that's the only place got computer where we can "chiong" finish our WR before deadline!
OMG and for goodness's sake national deadline is next friday and obviously we're running out of time!!

But actually through pw, I've really gained quite a lot.
I'm happy with my group cuz we are quite a peaceful as compared to others. At least we do not fight nor shouted at each other. Frankly speaking, a group with all sorts of trouble and dispute will definitely lose their morale and you know right, hard to get A grade lo!!No wait leader is the poorest thing cuz you can't imagine the pressure and frustration she goes through.

Free rider, slacker, any problematic one seems to be very immature and inconsiderate. I wonder why won't they feel guilty when the grade these people got is actually not theirs.In fact they're like parasite, staying over a period of time but hardly contribute!!! They just do not deserve the same grade as their group members who put in double or triple efforts!! They just...they just...urhh they shall wait for their karma!!

why am I doing reflection here anyway?!!LOL

Stress

2011-09-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

2 days left to midcourse exam...
I'm sure it will end in a blink of eye but I rather it never end cuz OP coming right after that
I swear it'll turn my life into a chaos as ms chong already showed us the time table after midcourse,
PW, mother tongue language, PW, no lecture so do PW, after school also PW till 6pm
the next day PW, PW, still PW
the following week still PW...
in fact
the following month till this term ends
PW for goodness's sake!!
FML

my god...what kind of life am I living in seriously??
stressful, endless worries, pimples breakout, irregular menstruation (I had it since July), worsen of myopia, severe dark eye circle, zombie look...
I keep wondering when is the last time I watch a tv show without undone homework popping out in my mind, in fact I think I've not sit down and watch tv for quite awhile

Since when did mugging becomes a habit of mine?

When is the last time I play pet society, bejewelled or whatever facebook tempting games? I didn't even dare to try out the Sims when my friends and sisters invited me cuz I'm afraid I'll get "addicted" to it

Since when the society build up kiasuness?

I don't think I can afford to slow down my pace here, not in a meritocratic and judgmental community.

Mid Course coming help me...

2011-09-24T23:06:00.000-07:00

wake up (unwillingly), go to school, come back home, mug (i mean it), sleep (halleluyah)

wake up (unwillingly still), go to school, come back home, mug (get used to it), sleep (best thing in life)

wake up (unwillingly still obviously), go to school, come back home, mug (it's like brushing teeth, which means I can't sleep without it), sleep.....it never end

can you feel the hecticness, stress and obviously repetition in my life? we, jc students are functioning like a robot, all we do is just study, study and study...

we've already used to the saying that "you're from jc? whaaa no life man!!"

for what?why don't we take a break, slow down our pace and be less kiasu!?

Easy, if we slack, which means we get lousy results

so what's wrong with lousy results? we can't get promoted to j2. In other words, we will be retained (to me, it's worse than a curse)

and obviously you can't do well in A level (do well means at least 3As?? I don't really know)

and you'll be stuck between the way to uni or to poly or retake A level....NIGHTMARE not?

cuz uni can't possibly accept you with so many better one out there, applying at the same time with you..

see that? that is when the world ends....

so who says Singapore has the best education in Asia? Who says Singapore's education system is a successful one? Is meritocracy always the best solution in spurring academic performance?

oh well...I don't know, in a way yes, but on the other hand...

but good news is our nightmare is avoidable, so start mugging like a real mugger all jc students..

Crazy Sales

2011-09-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

Midcourse examination is coming *GASP* and I should be mugging 24/7 BY RIGHT!!

but thanks to this super irritating Joel Chua (no la actually I wanted to thank her from the bottom of my heart , for brainwashing me and persuading me to go haha), I broke my study routine and went for Charles and Keith Warehouse Sales!!

I've already made up my mind not to go, simply because it's located hell far away from where I am (1 hour, who says Singapore is tiny?!!) and I would feel insecure and paranoid for not studying...

but this girl took photos of some shoes and asked for my size because she knew that I can't go. Seriously, such a lovely friend I have!!

In the end, I failed to quench the temptation, so I tempted Zen hohoho...and we went and spent together!

and so here I am, queing up early in the morning!! actually it's not as crazy as you see here cuz I reached there by 9.55am and it's opened at 10am.... so basically it's just a 5 min waiting, what's the big idea!!??

It's at Headquarter 3rd floor

85% is heels!!and the pricing at most is $30, the least is probably at $9, cheapest in town!!

No photo taking is allowed actually but they couldn't really keep an eye on you when they were busying serving the crowd, so I took photo of some shoes and whatsapp my dearesr sister haha!! we have the exact same feet size so there isn't any problem !!

Last but not least, can't thank Joel Chua for tempting me successfully cuz this made my day!!
Balance yup BALANCE!! that's the word!! who says mugger only mugs, mugger shops, eats, sleeps also ok!!mugger has best of both world in fact!!(hmm just need to clarify some things)

PS : Kill me please after midcourse cuz OP is coming!!!aikssssss

H&M

2011-09-03T20:17:00.000-07:00

First H&M in South East Asia was opened in Singapore!!! that explains the madhouse...

Seeing this for months and here they are finally!

Crazy fans actually camped overnight outside the store, hoping to be the first to step into the store..

they are giving out $250 gift voucher to the first 5 customers...

$20 voucher to the next 300 customers...

how generous...

so considerate, they even provide water for the customers who have been queuing for like thousand minutes...

See, how am I supposed to get in?? From the endless queue, it's like they're giving out freebies!!

I GAVE UP AND WENT TO SCAPE FLEA MARKET INSTEAD..

Merdeka ke-54

2011-09-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

Although I'm late but I still wanna say MERDEKA TO MALAYSIA!!!

Terima Kasih Malaysia

You're a beautiful, rich and blessed country!!

just that being "contaminated" by a bunch of useless government, that's all!!

can you feel my semangat Malaysia ??

Bought this at Pasar Seni...awwww what a great memory I have :)

Chocolate Math

2011-08-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

I'm about to count your age by chocolate math!

Don't tell me your age; you'd probably lie anyway-but the Hershey Man will know!

DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read . Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2

3. Add 5

4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator

5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1761 .. If you haven't, add 1760.

6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.

You should have a three digit number

The first digit of this was your original number (I.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week). The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!)

I usually do not camwhore but I'm in a very good mood tonight!!!

PS : time to do work!!!

Upside down

2011-08-27T08:02:00.000-07:00

What's going on to the West?? days of the past, they looked down on the East, underestimated the ability of tough Asian and most importantly thought too highly of themselves.....

now,United State ain't no leader anymore (their S&P is even lousier than Singapore, what do you think? their debt, hopeless, I'm not surprise the state's going to bankrupt)

Britain? sucky reputation, moral-declining-society, shun away all the tourists of 2012 Olympic I guess after the riot crisis..

Europe? worst!! especially the PIGS(Portugal, Ireland, Greece, Spain), perhaps the government is too optimistic about the economy or simply they failed their math, I mean look at the debt crisis!! how the heck is possible that the European Union got into these huge amount !

Hewlett-Packard for goodness's sake shut down their PC business!!! excuse me the world's largest computer maker decided retreat from their ka-ching ka-ching market, it ain't no small business, something is really really wrong!!

Reasons? simply because their sales were a total failure, the losses was too huge (I really gotto admit that econs is damn useful)

and they're not volatile and flexible enough!! (SO TRUE! cuz my less-than-1-year-HP-laptop battery can only lasts for 1hour plus, pathetic)

sayunara, RIP

See, this world is once again unpredictable, China and India is about to conquer the world's economy

and the West? next generation will probably have to learn chinese or tamil!!LOL

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Went to flea market at Scape after tuition and spotted this :)

PS : unfruitful day!! damn guilty now!!

Watch your Calories!!

2011-08-13T05:49:00.000-07:00

Well, who does not love McDonald's? (other fastfood restaurants I guess haha)

I'm freaking loving it!!

It's delicious, it's fast, it's convenient, it's cheap (McValue meal which only costs me $4, in Malaysia McBreakfast only costs RM4 Ridiculous right?!!)

but that's before I found out the scary facts of it (hope it's not too late though)

Back in 1955, somehow Ronald McDonald had created the world most brilliant recipe.....only if he take account of people health and I'm pretty sure that he does not have any idea what "calories" means?

He probably just treats it as a number!!! like the numbers we all learnt in Kindergarten...

Well, let's see some numbers shall we?

BigMac burger

Calories : 540

Fats : 29g

Medium Fries

Calories : 380

Fats : 19g

Upsize Fries

Calories : 500

Fats : 25g

Burger+Fries (UPSIZE) =1140++cal (excluding coke)

OMG this is nightmare!!

My favourite McChicken

Calories : 360 (sound normal right? but if you add the fries then it becomes another story...)

OMG I dreamed of hashbrown once!!I'm not kidding!

Calories :150 (I ate 2 normally cuz I will snatch one from my little sis haha!!)

SUPER UNHEALTHY BUT SUPER TASTY

so maybe once a while will do!

Oh this is my favourite also!! Big breakfast!!!

the scary calories : 730

fats : 48g

plus calories from the hotcake syrup : 180

Kill me please I rather not eating for the whole day!!LOOK AT THE FATS!

better show my papa cuz he loves this too!

CHAR KUI TEAW LOVE LOVE LOVE

Calories : 760

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!??

but at least I know why it tastes awesome now cuz

tasty = unhealthy

Hypothesis is truly accepted

Watch out for Fats and Calories, they're wandering around, be extremely VIGILANT!!

STAY HEALTHY PEOPLE!!

*planning a healthy diet now*

PS : Vectors, chem, wr, market failure, shit so many things to study!! freeze the time please!!

It's the lion's birthday!!

2011-08-09T00:22:00.000-07:00

one people, one nation,one Singapore.... (this is the only ndp song I know, ask me Malaysia one then I shall sing to you haha)

anyway,Woohooo Happy 46th Birthday to my beloved country Singapore!!!!Majulah Singapura :)

(same age as my mom!!that's how I remember!)

guess what?? I had 2 and a half days of holiday, but eff my life, I ain't going out at all because of pw, irritating economics sa and tons of damnit homework, urggggghhh!!??
but at least get to ktv and steamboat to celebrate Paulynn's birthday which is a quite memorable day and I think we all get addicted to steamboat haha!

oh and because it's the lion's birthday, we've been busy practicing our musical item for like 2 months?!!staying back as late as 7pm for almost every wed and fri and as early as 8am on saturday, being scolded and insulted by the very mean instructor Farhan who always shouted at us and expect we're some sort of professionals instead of students, but it's finally over and after been through all these, it's actually a quite memorable experience though tiring!
but at least I had something to flashback other than just study when people ask about my jc life in the future right??!!

and I've met so many wonderful people within this periods!!Will definitely miss them when everything is back to normal! TT

The lion is shooooooo adorable!!!

everyone is here wheeeee!!

our costume is either red or white!!

why leh??

because that's the colour of Singapore!! you dumb!!

(I asked my friend and she says I'm super duper s-l-o-w TT)

Thank you so much Felica, for taking all the photos!!

PS: shall get used to jc-no-life-routine by the end of the year...

facebook-less

2011-07-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

I'm so busy with my school works (3 summative assessments next week, not to mention disgusting eom and written report) till I have no time for my blog, actually more like no time to online!!like seriously, I used to check my facebook everyday like that's a compulsory chore to most of the young people, but now I limit myself, because school work is far more important than anything else right right? especially in jc!! So, I would probably log in like once a week or maybe more than a week (see, literally no life! )

Haiz, so yeah I would be blamed by my friends of not up-to-date enough of their current life or I don't even care to "stalk" them up or I've been too kiasu about my studies!

Sometimes, life is about making an unpopular decision. Perhaps even the most intimate one would never have a clue of it, but as long as we know this is the right thing to do, others distasteful view need not to be cared.

When we admire and wow at someone's outstandingly intelligence, fame and success, we may think god love him more, that's because we tend to neglect the magnificent sacrifices he had made.

Bought a new laptop casing at Orchard Central :)

Carnivore!!

2011-07-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

I failed my GP T_______T for summer test!!
oh the story is NOT OVER YET, I'm so gonna edit the story by proving those who think I'm a Eng noob wrong!! oh yeah that's how it goes babe!!
watch out for my midcourse!!

btw I passed everything for summer test, but a pass ain't good enough to enter a local uni!!
lesson learnt : be ambitious, never satisfied about your grades, be a carnivorous not herbivorous!!

How society judge you?

2011-07-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

*being forced to stand on the weighing scale by sister*

Godamnit, She shouts as if she sees a cockroach while my brother wowed at "that figure" and made a freaking comment "JIE u almost as heavy as papa liao lo!!!"

I try to calm down when I see "that huge" figure, I'm like "so??do I look a lot different?" *push my sis onto that godamn thing aka self-esteem killer*

well actually, deep down there, I really freak out, hell yeah I do!! and I was threatened by a mere 2 digit figures!!

oh no don't tell me "born this way" or "just the way you are" cuz those are bullshit...

People always say, oh we should accept who we are before others could even accept us but the truth is people judge you by how you look, how you talk, and even how you eat. In short your appearance means everything, who cares about whether you help a blind to cross a road or you give a seat to this crippled guy in the MRT!

Since young mom always told us those "good-heartened would be rewarded" story or whatever as long as with moral values, then we would be like "yes I will be a good girl cuz God sees our kindness and some day angel will guide us to heaven when we die" (hahaha how naive and ignorant I am!)

Anyway, I'm not being rude nor pessimistic nor materialistic, I just want to speak the truth, that society is just a mere hypocrite all along, its ugly underneath shall be revealed one day when we hit the right time!

According to BeautifulJobSeekers, "Many researches related to the job market have concluded that beautiful people have several advantages over those who are less aesthetically pleasing. For instance, beautiful people are more likely to make a positive impression during a job interview and thus have an increased chance of actually getting hired for a job. And once an attractive person is hired, he or she tends to get a job promotion faster. Also, an attractive person (working, for instance, as a sales representative) tends to generate more business for his or her employer."

See what I mean? reality is crueler than we could ever imagined!

So, when I'm on diet, don't you dare judge me!

oh btw I won't discriminate those who undergoes plastic surgery cuz all the blames actually go to...society, they're just looking for way to fit and blend into.

PS : EOM you've drained out all my energy urhhh!!

Driving

2011-06-24T20:05:00.000-07:00

If you're 17& above, you're expected to pass your undang (must not think too highly of yourself cuz I think it need to be hafal like damnit sejarah), get your driving license (with rasuah I believe), drive your friends around neighbourhood so that you've got a chance to show off your skill while they WOW at it (for those who's daring enough, hit the town or maybe even further like Sg Buloh to Sri Petaling LOL ho Kylin Kwan ), or probably own a car if your family can afford!!

Well, this only happen to Malaysian cuz there is NO WAY a 18 years old S'porean got a a license and don't even mention about car! a COE (some freaking car certificate which probably only cost like $2? It's just a PAPER ma =.=) can cost more than a car during "peak season", the bid is FAR beyond our thought seriously!

Seeing all my friends can drive including Jade who has this jr1-face, make me wanna go for a driving test so badly but I guess I won't have a chance to do so, not until I graduated from uni, found a decent job, earn quite an amount TT

SAD ~~~:(

SEE this Lilo can drive!! unbelievable!!

Coach

2011-06-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

Taking a flight to KL will be the last choice in my list, you see, I hate Changi airport being so far from my place and KLIA so freakin' far from my house also.

So yeah take coach is a wise choice since I don't have to rush to the airport 2 hours earlier before the flight

(I had a bad experience last year, being the last passenger to get on board, can you imagine how embarrassing this is, all the blames go to my dad =.= )

Anyway, my dad bought a coach ticket for me and he says this coach is pretty nice, they serve you breakfast, they make you coffee, they provide you blanket, blablabla but I seriously doubt it.

*SG TO KL*

See, the ticket says departure time : 0900 *keep staring at the time* I'm not a very patient person I admit, but the driver hasn't even started the bus engine when the time showed 0945 =.=

As a result, the godamnit coach delayed 1 hour, but no hurry cuz I'm on holiday ma!

Mine's a single seat, so yay no need to share HAHA

I think the lunch had quelled my angry-at-their-delay completely HAHAHA

*KL TO SG*

The way back was much better cuz I was watching movie instead sleeping for like 5 hours.

LOL It's quite embarrassing to say that I was actually watching kids show----Rapunzel (watched with Cien and Jolynne last year rmb??) and Nanny Mcphee (very lame though)

You know what, when I look around, I spotted one angmo kid was watching Rapunzel also HAHA eh can't judge me like that leh!!I'm totally 18 OK??

Anyway, this service was pretty nice and most important of all, I enjoyed taking a coach to a plane:)

PS : SHIT I have not start my chem homework at all TT

Price tag

2011-06-11T09:01:00.000-07:00

I was raise in Malaysia for 13 years, yes I talk and smell like a Malaysian..and obviously I'm used to ringgit there what

and here's what happen when I "return" to my homeland,

Seriously, Before I purchase anything, first thing to do is to scan at the price tag and convert the SD$ into Ringgit in merely 2 second (trust me I'm an expert now) cuz the difference between them can mean a lot!!

A dollar converter freak IKR!!

but as a wise economics student, it's quite a good habit, isn't it? hmm btw mami will be so proud of me LOL I saved HER money :)

Anyway, the only time when things(branded) here are cheaper than Malaysia is during the Great Singapore Sale, which is now...

So tadaa I bought a purse from Charles and Keith since.... it's holiday (haha what a reason)

last year GSS,

I bought a pair of gladiator sandal at S$29 which is like unbelievable cheap,

then when I got back to KL, I remember I almost had an heart attack when I found the exact same sandal, guess how much was it?? RM109 what the hell is going on =.=

but this shop has so many wonderful memories right Simwanru?? did you get that heels actually??

Oh I bought face mask from Body Shop also-----> relieve stress ma, should've got this before summer test actually

Bieber Fever not?

2011-06-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm not a hater anymore, not after watching NEVER SAY NEVER!! It's a show about His-tory, how this 17 brat get famous and have the honour to perform at Madison Square Garden- the world's most famous arena..

I mean look at him, he's only a normal kid like us, before he get discovered by Scooter Braun on youtube and mentored by Usher..we can barely imagine the life of his, hectic but not the type of hectic like normal people, no friends (I guess, except Selena Gomez), hmm stressful (I bet, look at those concert omg), for a 17 years old kid to cope with these, it was phenomenal indeed..

take a closer look, he is adorable and he did really has a great voice, the fact that he's gay, he's sassy, of course he is still a little boy what, what do you want? a freaking hoarse voice like a 40?? at least he doesn't sound autotune like Rebecca freakin' Black urhhh..

I'm not a bieber fans, I don't have bieber fever neither attack by bieber blast whatever,

But I'm not a hater, instead I feel a sense of respectful, inspired while I was watching Never Say Never..

So, if you're a hater, you should really watch it because holding a grudge or hatred is detrimental to our health (what nonsense is that??I still hate XXX, ok maybe not hate, dislike HAHA)

Watch This I still can't stop laughing after I watched it n times, seriously!
NIGAHIGA's humour totally rocks!!

PS: ok now you can start pi shi me liao JOLYNNE LEE HAHAHA

my teacher's a truly bitch

2011-06-02T05:35:00.000-07:00

Teaching, a noble profession..
A teacher explains and shares his knowledge , is a mediocre teacher
A teacher makes the poor student good, the good students superior, is a good teacher
A teacher hones the innate wisdom of a student who has no idea how potential he is, is a superior teacher
A teacher inspires, affects eternity and cannot tell where his influence stops, is a great teacher

Well, how about a teacher who badmouth about your work in front of others instead of giving you advices? Is that an acceptance?

She can criticize because I'm open-minded enough to change,
She can scold if I did something unforgivable, (like what? fuck her in the public?)
She can call parents or whatever if I fail my test cuz my parents are mercy enough to give me another chance anyway,

But she called me weird because she told others that I keep sending her blank emails!! HYPOCRITE!! then why didn't she tell me when I text her and ask her to go through my email?
and I only knew all these through my friends!!
Then she continued to criticise other groups instead of giving advices,
YOU WANNA HELP US OR YOU CAN JUST GET LOST LARH!!

Ok the next thing she did was make fun of one of my classmates who belongs to those too-shy-to-talk-in-front-of-everyone-type, she called him retarded!!

You know what, you're a bitch and you really don't deserve my respect at all, and now I know why people spread rumors about your ugly hidden sides..
It is no longer rumors, I can be sure of that!

You ashamed yourself yet you ruin the noble image of a teacher..

Smiling at a teacher like you literally disgust me!!
btw i don't care if you sees this cuz you gotta face the reality!!

PS: got to meet my family after 5 months wheeee

Movie Marathon

2011-05-31T19:46:00.000-07:00

Wheeeee summer test is finally over!! and my holiday is here, a month!!!

A MONTH!! but wow don't ever think about going back to msia for this long , I can't possibly just dump pw like "yo guys all the best" and disappear as if I'm not the leader, it's ok to be irresponsible!

So yeah, I'm bound to this bloody hell urhh..

Anyway, I've done some crazy things right after exam,

first and foremost, yupp how can we not watch Pirates and according to some of my friends, it was fringgin awesome like a must-watch-otherwise-you-are-so-out HAHA

when I asked some of the guys who had already watched, they told me it was NICE!

but only one part and is obviously the mermaids la

ARHHH JACK SPARROW HE IS SHOOOO CUTE!!! his father called him JACKIE LMAO!!

Johnny depp's such a charming man thank god he's still jack sparrow otherwise the movie wouldn't be as this nice and funny!!

Keira's gone but we got Penelope and omg her spanish accent is super sexy not to mention her perfect body figure larh!!

HAH mermaid is the epic of all!! she's cute but I prefer the first mermaid who sings and what the hell is wrong with girl discussing about hot girls, cuz my fren ask us to stop talking about girls otherwise people'll think we're lesbian HAHA

So talk about guys instead...

AHA hot guy spotted!! the Christian guy!! he's definitely an eye candy, but what's his ending huh?? the mermaid eat him up or what?? I think they left it to the audience to decide!!

After this we were sort of out of our mind cuz we took 40min of MRT, heading to town just to watch Beastly...

which turn out not as nice as we expected, the plot is damn predictable and I was hoping to get a sad ending instead of they-live-happily-ever-after, sick and tired of that...

but anyway Alex is hot, kinda scary though after MarieKate Olsen casted a spell on him, I mean all the scars sure look disgusting even though it's fake larh.

Vanessa Hudgens? emm I'm not a fans of her so no comment HAHA

*look at the time JESUS it's almost 10pm*

SHIT I think we should leave Orchard liao leh, my house freakin far from here...

*after 1 hour*

wow hectic day man and heading to town right in uniform right after school is now or never HAHA

Summer Test

2011-05-20T18:42:00.000-07:00

STRESS TO THE MAX NOW!!!
Summer test on Monday wtf!!
and why they call it summer test (since Singapore is in summer all year long!??), it's probably because of the bloody hell hot weather haha...

deadliest subject : General Paper (I only can do crime and punishment!)
hmm-got-confident subject : Chinese (I truly thank my mami for sending me to chinese school last time )

PS : I'm still working on PW urhh, should really focus on econs now!

Mommy's day

2011-05-08T06:39:00.000-07:00

I just called my mom and shout HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMI!!!

Then she ask for my granma, and guess what she say?? HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!!also

LOOOOL

"I regard no man as poor who has a godly mother!!" ~Abraham Lincoln

General Election!!

2011-05-08T05:59:00.000-07:00

So after days of intense rally and hustings, still PAP won, again, this time 81 seats out of 87 in parliament , slightly better than before though opposition only got tiny winy of 6 seats, urhh pathetic!!yet they consider it as a watershed in history cuz PAP lost Aljunied...

PAP (Pay and Pay)-being kicked out by UMNO when MM Lee had conflict with Tunku back then, if you study sejarah you would know how barbaric is UMNO right? well the reason PAP got kicked out is because MM Lee requests for the same rights for all races (chinese and indian larh) See he already tried to implement satu Malaysia shit before Najib =.= it's super hypocritical to try to bersatu rakyat now, as long as bumiputera's rights still exists!!

after n years, under MM Lee determination, strong will and kiasu policies (kiasu is never a bad thing) , Singapore is now one of the strong advanced countries where used to be a ulu kampung last time (proud to be a S'grean!!)

hmm PAP is doing a great job what?? so why change?

Left or Right??

The thing is when a country got control by only one party, they will become arrogant, self-centered (men's inborn ugly side) , forget to listen to the people and have a tendency towards communism undeniably!! That's what make s'grean angry and ask for a change, but...

SDP(so don't pay) and WP(why pay)
Opposition is still too weak to take over this burden, to make Singapore a better place, people don't seem to have their faith in them...see arh their proposal sounds ridiculous, they promised s'grean to eliminate all GST and claim they will not collect any charges for public transport which means it's free to take MRT and buses?? LOL they are living in a fairytale izzit??

come on larh people study econs ok?? SMRT and SBS is a business and GST is the where all the minister get their super high pay ok?? it's just simply impossible to change this policy, perhaps only reduce GST!!

So, at the end of day, people has no confidence enough in opposition party and it's too scary to imagine PAP collapse, yea, so PAP still won but this election sure teach them a lesson- listen to people!!

PS : time to do GPP!!urhhh

Beastly

2011-05-06T19:20:00.000-07:00

On screen: 12May

OMG I WANNA WATCH THIS!!!

Strarring Alex Pettyfer, fyi he plays John Smith in I am number 4!!hot to the max!

Vanessa Hudgens, can't be familiar with High School Musical sweetheart ??

Remember? he is some sort of human-like alien with superpower who fall in love with Diana Agron ( cheerleader and mother-supposed-to-be from Glee) and therefore have the reason to save the earth!! Expected the-day-is-safe plot but the movie turns out quite nice surprisingly. Anyway, my friends keep mentioning how hot he was throughout the movie!!

Check out the trailer

but eff! it will be showing only on next week which is like a week from my bloody summer test, urhhhh distracting sia for the fact that I'm suppose to stay focus and be a nerd, that's it, no slacking around.
guess gotta wait until I finish my test TT

PS : I hate you GPP, I really do!!

The Royal Wedding

2011-04-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

This will be the highlight of the week of course,I've to blog about this modern fairytale..

omg, I'm sure everyone will feel like, am I watching another Hollywood happily-ever-after-movie right?? cuz it is simply too perfect.

I mean there is really a prince who fall in love with a non-blue-blood , n years later they get married with millions of blessings from all over the world and well they live happily ever after, end of story.*playing "Today was a fairytale" by Taylor Swift*

Fall in love with a good-looking prince and become a princess is the dream for every innocent little girls indeed, but when they grow up, they realised that it's just simply a crap and nonsense after the cruel reality shatter every part of the fairytales into pieces.

The princess-to-be is no doubt the luckiest girl in this world cuz she's the only one who can proudly shout out loud "Don't stop believing in Fairytale!!"

When blue blood meets commoner??

Kate the princess, she looks absolutely beautiful and elegant right?

Long live the princess!!

oh my look at the carriage!! this reminds me of Cinderella, glad that princess didn't slip off her shoes lol!

yuck that old ugly hag!! Doesn't Prince Charles ashamed of marrying an old witch??

oh yea of course not, cuz he's an asshole also!!

Happily ever after!!

PS : It would be so much fun if I can watch the wedding with my friends!!

Old friend

2011-04-30T03:07:00.000-07:00

Finally, after almost 5 months, I get to meet my first old friend who can speak Malaysian mandarin, talk about how pathetic it is now our rebuilding-school, gossip about our old schoolmates, share our homesick and complain how stressful it is in Sg.

She didn't change much, yup not at all, except the fact that we both are used to speak in Singlish. Funny enough, both of our school are located at the same area (what a coincidence right), it's just that we are having a totally different school life- poly vs jc

Poly, no books, no homeworks, don't even need a pen nor a piece of paper, what you do is just basically hug a laptop to school everyday and stare at it for the entire day, with the advent of technology. What about exam? they don't write instead they type!! how possible is that? what if the Wifi suddenly cut off when you're half way done during exam? or your laptop throw a tantrum and eventually ruin your entire work? scary sia~~

On the other hand, jc still carry out hard copy lifestyle, we use paper,we use pen, we use highlighter, laptop not compulsory but you gotto have it when doing project work, in other words, it's likely the same as sec school.

Anyway it's so fun to know life at poly cuz from my point of view, it's basically a uni life, ok maybe 80%!! they have food court and subway instead of canteen =.= I'm sure everyone in jc is sick of canteen food cuz there's really lack of variety.

Summer test countdown: 2 weeks *slap self and hypnotise to be a nerd*
PS : I failed my chem FA...

Freeze the time, somebody!!

2011-04-16T02:54:00.001-07:00

Well, time flies when you are really really so engaged in something else. It may almost makes you die of suffocating cuz you can hardly slow down your pace and breathe normally like those time you used to. You don't dare to live your own life or otherwise you'll lost, and you'll never get back to the expected track. In this case, regret is in the last of the list. I know, I just have to bear through these and I can see a better day.

I blink my eyes, it's Friday, I blink again, Friday again , I blink and blink and blink, now I got my exam time schedule!!!

Someone please freeze the time down, I'm not ready yet!!

Blames to Project work :

Mcdonald
Even though how much I try to avoid Mcdonald (it's ex, it's unhealthy, it's not worth) but when I reached my "temporary home", I have no choice. Hawker centre, cheap, fast but stink, I mean with all those drunk-looking uncle there smoking around, urh urh No way (it's 9pm when I reached, thanks to bloody hell PI)

Sleep Deprived
I reach home, do PI till blind, then submit to teacher the next day,yay done.
What if teacher says"hmm you need to edit this! I need more solid statistics! your fma not strong enough! your lesson learnt has no link at all!"
I go home, edit till blind again, then submit.
"hmm your here here here need to ....."
I go back, edit again....
I've done 7 drafts so far, it's not hard to imagine how much rest I get when I still need to cope with my other works, arhhh

Google phobia
Glad that I didn't choose the poly path,I rather stare at pile of books than searching sth in the sea of Google. I really don't like Google to be with me all the time, I'm sick and tired of sticking with him...urhhh

PS: why ms.chong hasn't reply me yet??

Freeze the time, somebody!!

2011-04-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

Well, time flies when you are really really so engaged in something else. It almost makes you die of suffocating cuz you can hardly slow down your pace and breathe normally like those time you used to. You don't dare to live your own life or otherwise you'll lost, and you'll never get back to the expected track. In this case, regret is in the last of the list. I know, I just have to bear through these and I can see a better day.

I blink my eyes, it's Friday, I blink again, Friday again , I blink and blink and blink, now I got my exam time schedule!!!

Someone please freeze the time down, I'm not ready yet!!

Blames to Project work :

Mcdonald
Even though how much I try to avoid Mcdonald (it's ex, it's unhealthy, it's not worth) but when I reached my "temporary home", I have no choice. Hawker centre, cheap, fast but stink, I mean with all those drunk-looking uncle there smoking around, urh urh No way (it's 9pm when I reached, thanks to bloody hell PI)

Sleep Deprived
I reach home, do PI till blind, then submit to teacher the next day,yay done.
What if teacher says"hmm you need to edit this! I need more solid statistics! your fma not strong enough! your lesson learnt has no link at all!"
go home, edit till blind again, submit.
"hmm your here here here need to ....."
go back, edit again....
I've done 7 drafts so far, it's not hard to imagine how much rest I get when I still need to cope with my other works, arhhh

Google phobia
Glad that I didn't choose the poly path,I rather stare at pile of books than searching sth in the sea of Google, it's literally blinding me urhh....I'm sick and tired of sticking with it...

PS: why ms.chong hasn't reply me yet??

Totally busted on April's Fool!!

2011-04-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

I was in a total shock when Hannan texted me :

"OMG people! next Monday will be the last day for Angie at school cuz she's transferring to poly!! Can we like do a farewell card for herrr, any other plans please let me know asap!!"

"WHAT?? U SURE ANOT??!!"

"yarh she just told me"

"WAIT is it a April's fool thingy??"
"NOO go see her fb status"

*reading her status again and again to make sure it's not a prank, and yea, I didn't sense something fishy *
*text Angie immediately*

"ANGIEEEEEEEEE R U GOING TO POLY?? PLS SAY NO!!!"
"I'm serious, I really don't like jc life"
"NOOOOOOOOO when r u leaving?? T.T "
"Monday last day"

*text Hannan and start planning Angie's farewell party*

"Hannan got any plan?? cant believe she's leaving like that"
"I know I berry sad too,planning to get placard, put our piccha of the 5 of us, Monday we all write and gib to herrr"
"NP so sad rite??"
"Yarh, nvm I still wanna do this before she leaves"
"alrite Monday 5pm meet at canteen, tell others also"

..........
The next morning, this is what I received,
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HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL, I'M SORRY GUYS ><

wathhafak I should've realised this since she transfered here from poly, so the possibilities to transfer back is basically 0%, I SHOULD KNOW THIS!!ARHHH
Thanks for making me feel stupid once again!!
IMMA HUNT YOU DOWN ON MONDAY ANGIE WONG!!

PS : I'm stuck at solving math tutorial, help!!

I'm a Geisha

2011-04-01T19:52:00.000-07:00

Here comes SYF!! the most important day to us, the day that everyone were looking forward to, and the reason behind our 200% of commitments and countless sacrifices all along...

We kept practicing and being scolded by the instructor like nobody's business, it was tiring indeed!!

Imagine we have to stay back for like 3-4 hours practice (OMG!!) after the long day of school, I'm glad that it's finally over!!

but the whole thing was

FUN AND MEMORABLE

Anyway, let's look at our geisha makeup, it scare me to my greatgranma's grave lol

Everyone looks perfectly fine right??

and yup we put on our wig (it was super heavy and hurt ><) and foundation all over the face.

warm up if you dun wanna get cramps

Do we look like Geisha LOL?? no right? we look like putting some facial mask instead!

This one actually scared me!! If I put as my profile pic, no one is willing to be my friend definitely!!

we are supposed to look scary!! but Angie looks so adorable, failed~~

Even more scary after the makeup which is some super freakin thick fake eye lashes (it blocks my sight view like wtf)

AND TATATA WE GOT SILVER WHEEEEE!!!

PS 1 : I washed my wig with shampoo and conditioner but it's still in a super tangled condition shit!!

PS 2 : THANKIU ANGIE for taking all the pics :)

Flow of thoughts

2011-03-26T04:02:00.000-07:00

Some flow of thoughts :

I'm super proud of myself for striking 8As in SPM, all my sweats and pains did pay after all *jump around with joy*
I'm learning Singlish (is that a language worth learning LOL) which is pretty hard since I can't understand Hokkien at all including VULGARITIES, pathetic right??
I almost forget how fresh milk and koko krunch taste like(I'm a big fan of those, yea I used to eat them as my lunch EVERYDAY during the holidays)
Finally make up my mind that I wanna study A level instead of poly, thanks to 3 projects bombarding my limited creativity at the same time (I rather do bookish stuff than racking my brain to do project, )
I miss Malaysia, like duhhhhh
I'm obsessed with Subway's cookies, which is a pretty bad thing
Singaporean guys are really small-sized
Project Work is killing me, my topic is risk and conflict wtf

PS : I've had a race with time, and time always win though

I hate Camp

2011-03-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

Just came back from the bloody hell camp in Malaysia and make me feel that Singaapore is paradise!!

Imagine we have to sleep in that "flooded" tent because of the blessings we got from the Rain God, the rain is endless I tell you, and I had myself soaked with rain water for like around 1 hour? (I hope it's not acidic rain cuz I really don't wanna get bald)

Well how is it??

It's freezing, sticky and make everyone stinks!!

The worst part :

You are only allow to take 4 minutes of really quick bath if you don't want the toilet door to be torn apart by others cuz there's only like 10 cubiclels to hold hundreds campers, crazy right?? As a result, I took shower during supper time and that made me miss out the super tasty banana cake TT
There's no more water for us to brush our teeth and guess what I queue up for half an hour just to pee, wth!!
I slept in a wet sleeping bag and my luggage is also, wet
I hate organic rice!!

The best part :

We have fun
I get to leave the filthy camp on the second day, thanks to SYF!!
I planted banana tree and step into muddy paddy field for the first time, memorable though

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errr here's some random stuffs

This is One Way, hahaha

Oh and this is from Paulynn on my birthday, THANKS *hugs* I will keep it till I die haha

Angie also give me a Rasalas pen and it's really cute, THANKS N-G!!

PS : Shit my holiday homeworks is crazy!!

Food Drugs

2011-03-12T19:28:00.001-08:00

I'm addicted to these fu'kin'licious currently:

Gong Cha the most awesome bubble tea on earth!!!

Look at those yummylicious pearl jelly, they make me wanna drool all the time!!

Maybe some of you may think hey that's unhealthy, but I tell you Gong Cha let you choose the sugar level you want from 0%-100%!! yup that's the fun part of it!!

And it becomes my motivation to work hard, silly but it works!!

btw, I'll be spotted at the Vivo city every weekend cuz the that's the nearest branch to my place.

Thanks Paulynn for introducing me haha!!

haha next SUBWAY~~

I'm crazy over it currently, I ate three times a week and it makes me broke even though they offer student meal during weekdays which is $5.50, but still ex right??

oh and btw the Subway in S'pore is non-halal, that's why I can't get myself off the ham cuz it's pork!!

Ya their cookies is the best damn thing I've ever tasted!!

Aiks Beware of Cookie Monster!!

MOS BURGER!!!

If you still prefer Mc over Mos, then you better slap yourself cuz you've a really bad taste or there's something wrong with your taste bud so go check with some specialist!! you see MOS is undeniably WAY nicer than boring Mc, even their infamous fries is beaten by MOS, like seriously!!

Look at this burger, it'sticky rice instead of ordinary bread people!!*both thumbs up*

Gotta catch 'em all, MOS BURGER LOOOOOL!!

Imma introduce this to my dad next time he comes!!It's super sedap!!<3<3

PS : I gotta finish my homework and get some gong cha haha!!

my peace 18th birthday

2011-03-06T04:20:00.000-08:00

How's my 18th Birthday??

nope, I did not celebrate, I did not go clubbing, I did not pick a 18PL movie,

No cake, no presents, just as normal as every day..

Sounds sad right??I know!!

But at least I had a really nice chat with my friends from UK, Austrialia, Taiwan and Malaysia!!

Awww man I miss you guys leh, wonder when can we meet up and have a real nice talk!

Once again the day is saved, thanks to SKYPE !!

And of course I got a call from my mami!!

Oh and Thanks Kylin Kwan!! Your call all the way from Australia was damn unexpected and it was really a great surprise hahaha!!But I don't know your voice sounds like Airel Tay haha!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH !!

Arhhh I guess this was my present hahaha!! though the damn-too-thick-sponge hurts my ear a lot!! but it's GREEN<3<3<3

and..

GONG CHA MADE MY DAY!!It's the most awesome bubble tea on earth people!!I swear!!

PS: Happy Birthday Lim Miao Shan!!

Moved out

2011-02-26T18:21:00.000-08:00

Okay, I moved out and expected to be independent because there's no one there who can actually lend me their hands and tell me what am I suppose to do when I don't feel right about something. My parents?? nah they're still in Malaysia busy as always, my grans?? they're at Redhill where miles away from my current place. I'm on my own, simple as that.

Actually it's already the third week I'm staying with my aunt who has some sort of autism.(her self-talking freaks me out literally) Well, I'm kinda miss my grans cuz I realised that I need someone to talk to.

Hey you know I LURVE talking and GOSSIPING right??

Anyway, that's how we grow up and became independent young adults.

That's the kitchen!! The fridge is empty (if the ice is not counted) before I moved in wth.

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Next, Physical Education of Singapore is like 10 times tougher than whatever I had before, no it's more like a military train if you look at what the guys did during PE and I'm not exaggerating.

Here's what we did every single lesson, first and unevitable---2.4km running which is 6 rounds of the track within the time limit. Then, push ups, crunches and some-others-that-good-for-biceps-and-triceps....

Why they did this to us mama?? All the blame to Ministry of Education because they came up with some wtf physical test to all the school in sg. If you fail, you have to retest till you past which is why our PE teachers is yelling at us to run faster!!

My friend is like "what?? you've never did this before, we've been doing this since primary 4!!" "welcome to Singapore"*evil smile*

No wonder Singaporeans look much fitter than Malaysian, they were to be torture to have a slim figure.

PS: We did BMI test and guess what I grew 1cm taller wtf!!

Valentine's Special

2011-02-18T18:50:00.000-08:00

Maths can be quite romantic sometimes (errr maybe...)

"Please take out your GC and plot a graph with this formula",the math lecturer told us during her lecture.

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alright??

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!<3<3

*faint @.@*

I know valentine's day is over but i just wanna share this, how?? is there any problem??

PS : this GC costs $150 wtf!!

Innovian

2011-02-12T06:13:00.000-08:00

I'm an Innovian now ever since I joined another big family, Innova Junior College.

As you can see the logo of the school is a star right?? that's because Innova means star while our school anthem named ad astra which means we touch the sky, yea I'm just excited to introduce my new school, I mean you gotta love your school first since you'll be staying there for quite a period right??

As you can see there are four flags hanging there and swirling around under the strong winds (I think so), they stands for the four houses of Innova-- S.T.A.R

S: Sagitarrius

T: Taurus

A: Aquila

R: Rasalas

Actually I've never heard of this Rasalas thing,* googled* , it's the northern star of lion's head =.= no wonder the logo of my house is a lion's head and that's why my house shirt is in super striking yellow colour. I wanna be in the house of sagi cuz their house shirt is GREEN T.T

Anyway they have this house system for the purpose of not just study and study and study but to "forced" to join house activities as well as to fill up our buddy list in case we get into some academic problems I guess, like we already had--campfire. Okay, it was pretty fun with all the four house compete each other.

Llike how?? crazy meh four houses??which is about thousand people out there!!simple, by CHEERING which is strictly not allowed in my sec school.

weih I shout like a mad woman all night long and still have to wake up early in the following morning, UH UH NO WAY Imma get my sleep you bitch!! Thus I was absent the next day and the teacher called to ask the reason la obviously, I told her I have sore throat and you know what she asked me to see doctor and submit the mc, yea yea idiot will only do that =.=

Oh yea this is my uniform, I thought it looks kinda nice (it's brown in colour) and pretty comfortable (we don't have to tuck in our blouse cuz the below part is rubberised, oh and skirt is MUCH more better than dress) so the next thing-to-do is to try to LOVE it (at least I don't have to wrack my mind to think about what to wear every single day)

I think my sec school principal will get heart attack and being sent to hospital eventually (opps I didn't mean to curse her actually) if she comes to my current school cuz all the girls here alter their skirt to very short like REALLY SHORT!! until I'm wondering how do they sit on the floor without being "exposed" during assembly, LOL

PS: btw I'm from Rosmerta clan, sounds familiar right?? yea it's that Madam Rosmerta form Harry Potter, nooooo the landlady of three broomsticks pub larh!!

The best of chinese new year!!!

2011-02-11T23:11:00.000-08:00

After working for 10 days at Iora, I FINALLY got this...the first cheque of mine, how excited is that!!

Actually the office paid me extra $10 and my shop manager was like "nevermind I'll close one of my eyes dear" arhhh~~ *touched*

I got $520 eventually because I was "forced" to work on the weekend before CNY since my shop manager said they couldn't cope with the crowd, so why not??

Thank you so much and sorry if I've made any inconveniences for you guys...which I did actually, I broke the iron haha, well that's another long story!! (gah I wish I can thank them face to face)

Well the best part of cny is getting any paus from my relatives here $.$

wanna know the difference of Malaysia and singapore during cny??

Unlike Mas, the holiday in Sg is only 2 days (small island that's why) which is pretty sad TT
Any pau in sing dollar KACHING$$
The ambiance of CNY here is much nicer since 85% of the population in sg is chinese. In fact, you can hear lion dance even though you're staying at 15th floor seriously
We eat homemade popiah instead of having dinner at some high class restaurant for our reunion dinner which is the best thing I've ever taste :) granmma's recipe made my day!!

PS : I never get any new clothes this year

Burlesque

2011-02-04T06:14:00.000-08:00

Christina Aguilera, she's hot, she got the most amazing voice and you can't take your eyes off her when she dances!!

Cam Gigandet, he doesn't sing nor dance but he's sexy!! fyi he played James in Twilight!!

and....

Together their chemistry worked and so they rock out the show!!

oh and Cher too though I don't like her...

I thought she looks like a man who undergoes some sort of sex surgery cuz she got a hoarse voice which you may think it's unique!!

Don't miss out Burlesque everyone!! It's a great movie!!

It's much better than High School Musical I promise!!

PS : I watched this one alone too

The year of "TWO"

2011-02-02T19:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

It's the year of "TWO" everyone!!

eh why??

cuz two has the same pronunciation as rabbit in chinese right??

and...

the finger looks like a rabbit, don't you think??hahaha

Anyway let's enjoy this festive season and share our joy people!!!

PS : I got 6 ang pau so far!!

Movie Alone

2011-01-18T18:18:00.000-08:00

This was supposed to be posted last week actually, but I've gone too busy recently!!

A week before, I was banned by my grandfather from working because of so and so (conservative old man =.=) So, what was I doing at home huh?? watching stupid TV programs, reading the newspaper so that I can know what's exactly going on this tiny little island or slept until noon every day. All of above a.k.a WASTING TIME!!

Why not shopping in Orchard, simple, no money ma!!

How about go for a movie?? BRILLIANT!! Just pay for $7.50 and no need to worry how to spend my another day!! But the problem is NO ACCOMPANY T.T (miss my frens)

*checking movie on screen*

Movie huh, It's either this...

OR this....

Obviously, I would go for the ghost one one larh, cuz the other one is ehem ehem ( more suitable for couples) even though I'm already18 years old which means if they want the IC, no prob man!!

Yup so that is the first movie I watched ALONE in the cinema!! Okay maybe it's kinda what's-the-big-deal to some people but not me...Besides it's kinda creepy cuz the cinema was so EMPTY and not a single person sit nearby me!!

PS : Malaysia's movie ticket is sooo cheap!!

Cheh working is not FUN!!

2011-01-16T07:23:00.000-08:00

Working isn't as fun as I thought!!

It's tiring and exhausting after the whole day of standing, hanging a bunch of need-to-fold-back-and-buttoned-up-clothes, packing new clothes for customer from that super messy storeroom, dispatching those clothes to where they supposed to be with my very limited memory cuz they all look the same sometimes and they keep changing places. Furthermore, It's Chinese New Year people, imagine how crowded is that!!

Sometimes, I wish that the shop isn't as packed as it seemed secretly, haha so that the after-trying-clothes which collected in two huge pails will not be full every time.

And one more thing to complain, my feet ached like hell cuz we are not allowed to wear sneakers (which is the most comfortable to endure 8 hours of standing I think) for the sake of I-dunnoe-actually!! Anyway ballet flat is one of their dress code which is still makes my feet swollen at the end of the day but I glad that heels are not necessary phew, otherwise I will quit for real!!

First impression is very important right?? Okay I was late for 5 minutes on the first day of work but I worked 15 more minutes to make up my unpunctualness that morning and hope that the manager didn't have a gaze on her watch when I stepped into the shop as well.

Well as for my colleges, most of them are Malaysian and to my uttermost surprise all of them are sisters except part time workers, how weird is that??!! No wonder I can't really tell who they are and always forget the one who asked me to pack the clothes, that's right, they all have the same height (they are VERY petite), same makeup, wear the same colour clothes everyday and dye their hair in the same colour and and and LOOKED ALIKE TO EACH OTHER!! I thought it was just only a coincidence initially haha!!

That's right I worked here!! $5 per hour which make $40 per day and $400 if I worked for 10 days!! KACHING!!

PS : NO PAIN NO GAIN!!!

Mishaps in new year

2011-01-06T22:29:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone though it's already 7th of Jan!!

I'll have a whole new life from now onwards, no family accompany, new friends and new places.

Okay I wanna blogged about my current hectic life,see I've just finished all my entrance test (hopefully none of them will inform me to take another stupid test again =.=)

Things turned out to a mess on the 5th and 6th of Jan, why I'm not so surprise haha.

1. I spent almost $15 on the stupid cab(only one way leh for two days)!! okay I don't know where the heck that school is, so in order to get there safe and sound ,punctually as well, no choice lorh!!

2. For the first time in my life, I stare at my exam paper while my mind was blank, the questions were totally aliens especially the freakin' add maths!! Those are harder than UEC one i tell ya!!

3. To save my precious money, I asked a guy the direction to take bus to Pasir Ris MRT. Then he told me just go to the OPPOSITE bus stop and take no.3!! That's easy right??!! Do you know where I ended up at??! Punggol MRT Terminal!! which is thousand miles away , it's all you-know-who's fault!! Actually, my test finished at 2pm but I reached home at 4pm *curse*

4. Internet cannot be connected for *&^$# reason at the moment when I finished all the test!!! I can accept this kind of poor connection in Malaysia but in S'pore NO WAY!! so I was bored out of my mind larh obviously, plus I have sort of curfew time since I'm living with my grans. I was forced to watch Sponge bob freakin pants with my little cousin in the end arhhhh!!!

ps : I think I know Punggol quite well now!!

Stuck in a library

2010-12-31T18:18:00.000-08:00

I guess I'm the only idiot who is still doing working on Maths, Biology and Chemistry after those hectic days of SPM *sigh*

Well look at the bright side, at least the library is super comfortable. They have leathery black sofa, free-of-doodles-tables, super-clean-toilete-with-tissues-in-every-cabins, blablabla... oh and the most important thing of all-- air-con!!

Didn't I mention I found a public library which is located <500m far away from my house??

As a result, I spend my whole glorious afternoon in there, not reading story books but solving Maths wtf.

Why?? I've to take test on English, Maths, Add Maths, Chemistry and Biology (yea no Physics cuz I'm not taking it in the future!! hooray !!bye Archimedes~~) in order to squeeze into junior college. Even idiot also sense their kiasu-ness!! but no choice I was borned and now living in a infamous kiasu country.

ps : happy new year!!

A free present

2010-12-26T00:29:00.000-08:00

Can you believe it?? I registered a line at Starhub and got this cellphone for FREE!!

Okay, here's the story. I chose this phone because it's nice, it's touch screen, it's blablabla

anyway I have to pay $98, so I was like it's DAMN cheap !!!

When I was doing all the registration stuff, dad got a flyer from I-don't-know-where that listed out all the Christmas promotion phone in $0 which including mine.

But, the salesman was like arhh, my system isn't showing this!! I'm feel so embarrassing for myself also when I asked him why isn't this phone free!! what larh don't tell me you forgot there's a Christmas promotion now and trying to act blur!!

When we were leaving, I try to get another flyer but I couldn't find anymore, not even one!!

Cellphones are damn cheap in S'pore if you're not converting back into ringgit, that's why almost 80% of Singaporean are holding iPhone (in fact I saw philipino maid holding an iPhone =.=)

ps : love my new phone!!

Dear Lilo..

2010-12-20T00:17:00.000-08:00

(remember where we watched High School Musical 3?? hehehe)

I know I owe you something jade!! so here it is, don't be too touched after reading these,haha..

To Tan Jade Xi aka Lilo (I know you try to stop me from calling you Lilo but she's a hawaii sweetheart, so cute!!):

AWW JADE~~ I will reeeaally miss you TT why on earth are you going to Taiwan at this critical time!!?? we should've hang out for the last time,with Tweetie and Mashimaro!!

Okay first, I'm still curious about your secret diaries, really, you wrote a stacks of them!! Tell you another secret, I did have a peek at them once when you were ..emm out to somewhere i guess!! haha please dun be mad at me cuz I can't remember a single thing right now, I swear!!

Hope to have another chance to see your awesome piano performance again!! remember that time I followed you to the piano class, you were playing the exam pieces right?? IT WAS DAMN AMAZING!! Anybody would've thought it was played by CD seriously!! haha!! You're a pro gal, hope you can get a scholarship of some famous music academy!! go Lilo~~

Thanks for everything Jade, glad to have you there when we first came to JR3A and Lilee too!! If ain't you guys I'll definitely have a massive prob to survive in that weird class!!Through you I get to know another ms smart gal, yup that's ms tweetie!! remember four of us have a thunderstruck secret?? It's not-a-thing after all, I told our frens and they can't remember a single thing =.=

Anyway thanks for your King's muffins.Those muffins'll remind me of you no doubt!!

Keep in touch Lilo~~and gimme a call when you come to S'pore k??

ps1 : should I buy a Lilo shirt for your next birthday? lol
ps2 : hmm I've to admit you grow up a bit, at least you don't look like a jr1 anymore!! haha

Model

2010-12-13T02:24:00.000-08:00

I've been watching this great show ever recently, America's Next Top Model. which was introduced by my sis actually.(cycle 15 is much competitive than cycle14 I would say)

At first, I was like what the hell is so special about this freakin' tall and slim gals. Maybe some of them even look like they have bulimia or anorexia but to my surprise most of them have this body shape that look healthy and they even have this normal weight. The girls even shared their frustrating moments like being teased by others because of their flat boobs or their too-tall-height which regard as giant or abnormal by others. This show is sure captivating to me after that.

I love the whole model competition thing, love the way the judges eliminate one by one till the end. It's cool enough to see only two girls left in the finale cuz before that there's like 30 something people.

Love the shows with cool judges like Tyra Banks, she's beautful, she's humble and she totally rocks out the show yet she's a super model.

Tyra Banks aka the judge. She looks stunning all the time!!Lurve her!!

Besides, the competition has these interesting challenges and the most importantly the show change how my views towards modelling. I always thought that model is just for those people who wanna show off their perfect skin or thin body or trying to tell the world that they're slim enough to fit into that clothes by whoever top designer and opps eventually they got Anorexia!! haha that's my "innocent" thoughts to model initially.

Kayla is my fav other than Ann in cycle 15. Love her fire red hair and flawless skin!! She should be the runner up instead of that freakin' overconfident Chelsey. Chelsey is way too arrogant and I seriously hate that conceited personality though she started modelling since she was 3. So, Ann deserved it obviously!!

Well I just wanna share great show with everyone. If you don't buy it, drop it then!!

By the way, I recommend this show to those flat, thin and tall gals who always feel bad about themselves cuz you'll feel good while watching it, totally!!

ps : It is known as America's next anorexic model, LOOOOL

Law by Law

2010-12-09T00:12:00.000-08:00

It's been ages I clicked into this page, glad that I'm back!!

First up, hectic and crazy SPM it's finally over (there's still chinese actually)!!

Isn't that what's everyone hoping for ?? all done in the twinkling of an eye, and here it is!! and that's what I've been looking forward to too, to get out of the school that I've been stuck inside for 5 years, to break off from the boredom like Chinese lesson which taught by a weirdo some more and to myself from those unreasonable rules implemented by freakin' teachers.

But things change now. See, I'm totally oblivious to the impending matter like ADMISSION TO COLLEGE or LEAVING MY DEAR FRIENDS!!

The real one has just begun....

Cruel thing like got rejected by college is worst than you failed your Physics actually. You might never get into an college but you might not failed your Physics forever if efforts and hard works are put into it *sigh*

Now, I'm holding a blunt axe or sword and trying to chop down all the trees or whatever the obstacles are in order to reach the tight-security-castle across this forest where I'm stuck, is exactly how I would describe my current situation.
Blunt axe : a just passed results
the tight-security-castle : strict intake of college

Every thing is BY MERIT and I know what's law by law means!! nothing depends on your skin tone or citizenship anymore(you think you 're in Malaysia meh??) They're like we welcome you if you got a straight As' results (scholarship offers some more!!) or don't mention your name and get out of here if you don't even have a single A damn!!

That's a lot I need to face I guess...

10 things to do before you graduate

2010-11-02T05:57:00.000-07:00

1. Get dressed in graduation gown

Needless to say, everyone love to wear it not just because it looks cool but signify that you've done some achievement in education (at least) and are about to start a whole new life.

A graduation ceremony without graduation gown or graduation hat throwing is regard as an indeed failure. Unfortunately, our school is one of those T.T

I know right, pretty sad huh??!

2. No more secrets

It's time to spill out all your innermost dark secrets cuz there's no way you can hide it from everyone for ever !

I do have a few of thunderstrucking secrets to be exposed though. I've been waiting the perfect timing to come honestly, and here it is!!

3. Becomes a Miss Popular instead of Miss Nobody (even for a day)

Well, this one is a little challenging right?? but who cares if you don't want others ask questions like "eh,who's this gal?" or "do you know her?" or "did she get to the wrong reunion?" after 10 years or maybe 5.

4. Say cheese

Hello??!! you're about to graduate soon, so why not grab your camera and snap a bunch of pictures with your dear friends until your memory card is full??!! LOL...

5 years later, when you spent a rainy evening reminiscing about the past,*digging out all those pics* and you'll be like yeah , I miss this old place so so much!!

5. Had a night to remember

Go wild in a masquerade party or some high school graduation trip before you're no longer a teenager!!

Seriously, who would want a boring and empty high school memory??

like all you could remember was how you got first place in class or the way your friends looked when you scored the highest mark in Physics among them, it's a oh-so-no-things right??

6.Burst into tears in the graduation ceremony

Don't ya think this is a must?? Try to squeeze out a tear at least, even though how cold-blooded you are, haha so that you won't look stupid in that kind situation.

7. Speak now

Meet your secret crush, pluck up your courage and let the words tumble out.

yup, it's not the end of world when you get rejected, so why hesitate?? you aren't going to see him anymore in the rest of your life anyway...

8. Blend with those you always bitch about

You are not going to meet them up in the future anyway, are you?? so swallow your pride and dump your I-can't-believe-I'm-doing- this-thoughts to have a first and last conversation with them.

9. Love the school rules

Try to think those unreasonable and annoying school rules that have been restricting your freedom as the most justifiable rules and regulations you've ever seen!!

yea, I love the way those freakin rules control us *waving flag* lol

10. Hug your friends, teachers or Principal

Friends, luv to!!

Teachers, emm, sure no prob!!

Principal, eww yuckzzz!!!

p/s : I don't think I can do all these though.

Air Asia

2010-10-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

p/s : excited huh??

The Mercy Cotton

2010-10-27T19:17:00.000-07:00

What if the clothes you bought isn't the size you've tried out,

you must be in real frustration right??

See, you 'll be rummaging around in your bag for receipt the next moment and praying that notes like

"Goods Sold Are Not Returnable, Exchangeable Or Money Returnable"

did not appear on the receipt!!

Well, similar things happened on me.

The first reaction will be like,

'NO, I'm pretty sure that I took the correct size weih!!!'

or 'is this one of my nightmares??'

or 'maybe the cashier gave me the wrong bag accidentally!!'

or 'fuckkk!!!'

After that, I made a call to Cotton on after googling the phone number of the outlet. It didn't sound hopeful of what I did , but still hope against hope that Lady Luck will help me this time. I tried to sound as amiable as I could during the conversation so that...I don't know..waiting for some sort of miracles to happen.

AND YES!! I LOVE YOU COTTON ON, YOU ARE THE BEST SHOP EVER!!<3<3

Even I can't forgive such stupid mistake that I've made.Thankfully, you are willing give me a chance Cotton On and I'm happy to get involved in Cotton On Foundation , looks like you're the top of my shop list now and forever!!

p/s : Cotton Off!!!!

Spell friend

2010-10-16T20:13:00.000-07:00

Spell a person who always share his joy, anger and frustration with you. Right,
f-r-i-e-n-d.

~~Aren't friends suppose to share their thoughts like who they're drooling over or what they're now into now??~~
~~Since when you started to call a friend as copycat whom watch the same tv drama or listen to the same hit songs with you at the same time??~~
~~And since when you have the right to control others like who and what they should and shouldn't liked??~~

You had never seemed to me a conservative person.In fact, you always dressed fashionably with hair immaculately coiffured, but why can't you just accept new things instead of badmouthing about people who want to be new??

Oh like I can't watch or check out the latest trends of theirs because I'm not deliriously fond of k-pops or an official fan of some-korean-who-is-popular. You know what, people buy Jimmy Choo not because they're fans of his, people prefer Microsoft Windows 7 not because Bill Gate has a cute looks, people queue up in an unbearably hot day just to get the latest iPhone 4 not because they have a crush on Steve Jobs (the Apple co-founder)
Some claimed that Lady Gaga is a bisexual, fuck la, didn't you read the news that she's going to get married soon. See, why people dare to slur on others character or even sexuality ?? yup because of jealousy. People're envious of her used-to-be-good-reputation and great success obviously.

~~Your motives for doing that it's so obviously out of jealousy which makes you look really stupid. I'm tired of your unreasonable petty jealousy, or maybe it wasn't jealousy, it was after all.......~~
~~I feel like I'm obliged to tell you the truth because I thought we were friends.~~

Yup, I guess that's what friends do, share!!!!

p/s : I love you blogger

Something went wrong

2010-10-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

Okay, something just went wrong recently. Firstly, I swear that I would never take Belachan or even sambal anymore, hmph!! You know why? because my stomach was really uncomfortable as if I've just swallow some kind of dynamite the whole afternoon.

See, I was addicted to spicy food recently, yup,that's belachan and guess what?? I've been eating belachan almost every day for a week and there's nothing wrong , not until this afternoon.

Maybe is because of some kinda of chemical reaction between belachan and Milo or the digestive system of mine had broken down, no one knows.Anyway, I could just dash to the washroom at anytime to do what I should when the reaction had gone beyond vigorous, but the thing is what if there isn't a toilet?? or if I didn't have tissue papers, I not gonna wear my underwear just like that and pretend like nothing has happened!!Ugh!!

Anyway,that's what I got into just now!!
STOMACH NOT FEELING GOOD BUT NO TISSUE, NO TOILET !!
Imagine me walked home in this awful condition for about 5 minutes, I just couldn't bear the thought of...you know....but I didn't larh, otherwise you would see me on the front page of tomorrow's paper, haha!!
Yup, I've visited toilet for about 3 times today, Diarrhoea got me this time though it's mild.The good thing is I lose a pound, perhaps.

Maths really makes me mad, but in a good way.

Is something wrong with my last year Add Maths exam paper??

If "No", please take a closer look at the marks I got!!

37/100!! like what the hell was I doing!!

In SPM trial exam, I'm worrying sick man, because I did badly in paper 1(50/80)

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

86!!!!It's the highest mark I've scored in Add Maths!!!

I'm not dreaming, am I??

Like what the hell did I done this time!!!

p/s : I will not be over-confident after scoring those excellent marks, I promise!!

Definition of surprise

2010-10-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

We had a really great time at Sunway Pyramid the previous Sunday which was full of surprises, fun and joy that I think none of us will ever forget !! Actually the main purpose is to celebrate Kylin's birthday, as you know it was maybe our last time to celebrate one's Big Day together because after this, everyone will be busying prepare for SPM perhaps or even worse, like lock yourself up and start to "hibernate".

Jessie came up with really cool idea , SCAVENGER HUNT !! To make sure the game works perfectly, I can't believed that we actually went to Sunway instead of attending tuition class on Saturday. I'm started to feel guilty afterwards cuz I only joined the tuition class once after paid for emm RM 116. I'll definitely get killed by my mom knowing that she paid for nothing.

See, It's all settled!! Luckily we came to Sunway on Saturday, otherwise we are so gonna in a haste or confusion on the next day.

The game planners were Jessie, wanru and me ^^

Our mission was to keep it as secretive as possible, otherwise it won't be a surprise. We did face a problem, didn't we?? like it was so difficult to discuss all the details with so many eavesdroppers around at school. Anyway it was a big success, but it'll be perfect if somebody got there punctually. *hints*

'Guys, Bad News!! Jyyi's big sister car was being snatched by somebody!! She got hurt and being sent to the hospital just now, so we can't have our steamboat at Jyyi's house later!!' Wanru tried desperately to convey how bad the situation was.
Everyone looked flabbergasted and pretended to call our mom!! It's actually part of our plans to surprise Kylin, but Jyyi's lies sure are convincing. It doesn't sound exaggerating though since this kind of things happened to her quite frequent.
The funniest moment is when Kylin called her mom and asked about their dinner after our steamboat dinner was cancelled.
Anyway, we managed to give her a shock of surprise, but there's not much change on her expression, it's hard to express perhaps!!

30th September

2010-09-30T06:36:00.002-07:00

Finally, I managed to get my blog a brand new look!!!
omg, time really flies, here comes October!!

Flashbacks of September :

Barbaque party at Ha Eun's house

Yea for Science Class ^^

It's also Joe Ee's birthday!!

See, somebody was drunk and that's why teenagers aren't suppose to take alcohol...

Cutest Organiser!!

awww!!!! a little boy called them Lesbians when he saw this epic!! LOL

2. Off to Mid Valley during school holiday (shop for Kylin's birthday present actually..)

Luckily Eevonne joined us, otherwise it'll be damn bored for just the two of us!!

3. Trial Exams

Those stress were really driving me crazy!!

4. It's totally a birthday month!!

13th Sep - granma's birthday
14th Sep - mom's birthday
27th Sep - sis's birthday
28th Sep - Kylin's birthday
29th Sep - bro's birthday

No kidding right??!!

5. Mid Valley again,

Can you felt the tiredness of mine?? cuz I've just finished add math paper. We were caught in the rain and got drenched to the skin!!

Sushi again!!

Hui Chiiiiii!!!!

Nahhh!! It's not a holiday!!

2010-09-09T19:08:00.000-07:00

It is holiday and holiday supposed to be fun, relaxing, and we'll stay as far away from those hectic school works as possible right? But now, I 'm worrying sick of my school works and kept forcing myself to study hard instead of having fun with my friends (it's our last year T.T) or shopping during sale season or spending time at home doing nothing, just relax...

No more slacking around because SPM is getting closer, like really close...

If you haven't start revising yet, then you are in BIG TROUBLE cuz we are running out of time!!

Let me see *checking calendar*, 10 more days and it's TRIAL EXAM!!damn it!!somebody got to pause the time!!

See, I can't stand the messiness of my desk but...I'm not cleaning up those, not at this exam period!!

My to-study-list. I decided to jot down on a calender since I lost my dear diary T.T

(If anyone found my red prudential diary, please return to me!! I really need it!!)

OMG!! one week left and it's trial!!T.T

Bought a playboy shoes at Mid Valley with the accompanied by wanru and eevonne!!

Get a pink shoelace for free too^^

yeah ^^

Got a belt from Bonita...

Besides we managed to get Kylin's birthday present in a short time (2 hours I think). I mean it's a lot easier for us to browse through after she blogged about her wishlists. Then,we kinda searched through the whole shopping complex, with all those wishlist printed out. Imagine, Doesn't it look like treasure hunting ??

haha!! Time to study !!! Donald Duck!!

unknown bacteria intrusion

2010-09-02T02:40:00.000-07:00

I am sick.

I was so proud of my strong immune system knowing that many of my friends got sick but I didn't. But, that was before x bacteria had defeated my leucocytes and set my body into sick and tired mode.

Symptoms like runny nose and sore throat kept bursting out on Merdeka and so my holiday has been wasted just like that , doing nothing the whole day because of tiredness and sleepiness.

Even my natural-secret-magical-food (oranges) don't cure completely. However, it still speed up my recovery process, which is why I'm blogging instead of taking nap in this hours.

Poor Val was absent for 2 days due to sore throat, runny nose, cough, fever.....you name it.

Air-conditioner classroom with no flowing of fresh air but with recycle bacteria-ish air should be regarded as a mass murderer!!

p/s envy those who doesn't take care of their health as much as I do but still fall sick!!!

Merdeka

2010-08-31T05:46:00.000-07:00

Happy 53th Birthday Malaysia!!!!

What can I say, other than shouting out MERDEKA!!

Two stars that I thought pretty but everyone disagrees with it!!

2010-08-24T02:41:00.000-07:00

Despite a poor reviews was received, I still finished it till the end of the movie.

I thought Miley Cyrus did a pretty good job ,she looks mature and pretty in there.

(I know some of you may disagree with that =.=)

At least she played her character as a rebellious and inconsiderate child quite well, and spent a romantic summer love with Liam Hemsworth (the Australian who has a hooot body and looks kinda cute from a certain angle!!)

Anyway, the most important thing is Miley did fall in love with Liam for real.

and, they look so cute together as a couple.^^

It is very sad when her father got cancer and passed away, but I didn't cry for that because I already knew about this scene from the book. Plus, this kind of plot is too common though.

Next up, G.na!!!!

Name: G.NA - Choi Gina (최지나)

Birthday: 1987 September 13

Height: 168cm

Weight: 47kg

Blood type: O

She's the first ever K-pop I liked, thanks to Music Bank ^^

I told Val that I found a hot star when I was watching Music Bank, and she said she spotted one too. Then, the two of us were discussing about the way they look and how good their singing were excitedly. But you know what, the person we talked about was not the same after all..

Chae Yeon was the one who Val thinks she's pretty.

But to me, hell no way!!! she looks so old and a bit retarded when she dances on stage, honestly.

Not to mention, she did has a plastic-surgery-look right?? don't you think so??

Okay, back to G.na. She has nice boobs like every female k-pop...

Long legs that every single lady desires for...

And the most importantly, she has a great and powerful voice. Anyway, she's super talented.

It's her MR removed!! Awesome!! she sang almost 99% of the whole song and she reallyyy had a great voice!!!

Compare!!!! with the previous one, that's not much different right?? that's why I liked her so much!!!

*Jolynne, plz watch this!!*

smelly punishement

2010-08-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

Okay, I did recycling work (again =.=) as a punishment of not bringing Essential Grammar. I know that it's part of our responsibility in order to save mother earth, but we are doing it at basement which is stink and smell like hell. Imagine, picking up those bottles and cans (all these has been kept for n days) with your bare hands , then step on it with all the leftovers splashing out (*cursed those who didn't finished the drinks before they threw it away*) YUCKS!!! those smell really nauseates me!! Leaving this suffocating and disgusting place was everyone's biggest wish at that moment.

p/s wanru and val: tnx for helping along ^^

Our class took part in the final choir competition and got the 3rd place. I really doubt those judges' ability when the announcement was made because we deserved better than this. Our team's performance still considered the best (you can tell with all the applause and screaming around)even though the should -be-perfect was spoilt by the lousy sound system . Plus, to my uttermost surprise,our dear competent (SR2B) didn't even get a place. I have to admit that they sang it quite nice and relaxing, It should be either them or us to be winner..
Similarity :

sang in English ( you didn't realise this ,did you??)
with beat-box (Jessie was more stunning and natural ^^)
modern (not in a typical choir arrangement)
senior 2 (same age..hehe)

The result should be judged by voting because the winner-should-be of audience and judges is totally different.

I got my hair cut for free

2010-08-16T02:46:00.000-07:00

Few weeks ago, my hair got cut by one of the discipline teachers.Our School Discipline Department is getting more and more crazy recently. They carried out a hair raid right after the assembly had dismissed.
Victims??? right, all the innocent students T.T I thought this things would only happen in some sort of military school, guess not, it still happened in 21st century...
and guess what, my friends told me that I looked refreshing.... =.= is that a compliment??!!
my mom even suggest they should run a saloon at school so that.....( crazy idea)

I've finally decided to continue my tuition at Kasturi this month since SPM is drawing nearer. They have a seminar of SPM for all the tutors but you have to pay RM200. I was like wth, do I have to pay that much to suffer for 18 hours (9 subjects). T.T

p/s I'm totally run short of words now.. worst post ever!!

I had my ears pierced!!

2010-08-01T02:10:00.000-07:00

I finally plucked up the courage to have my ears pierced!!
Who wouldn't feel frightened after seeing one of your friends kept grumbling that her ears were red and swollen or after had her ears pierced.
Anyway, I wanna have it no matter how terrifying it sounds so that I feel like I'm a normal teenager.
So, I went to Poh Kong accompanied by mom and sis. I was told to be sit down and relaxed by one of the workers as she get ready all the instruments. Then, she aimed my earlobe with a "gun" and did what she should.
"Ouch!!!!!" was all I could describe!! It's like you were killed by a bullet passing through your ears. All my haemoglobin in erythrocyte were struggling for more oxygen, maybe with the help of leococyte killing intruders the next second.(opps, Biology^^)
Anyway, the pain I suffered from ear pierced was much better than installing brace onto your teeth.
1 hours later....thank god cuz everything was back to normal!! It doesn't sound so painful like others told me, hmm...maybe can consider to have another one LOL...
I swear I'll keep you clean, free from bacteria and avoid from taking seafood, hopefully what happened to weng dan won't happened on me.

Ugly or Pretty??

2010-07-31T04:21:00.000-07:00

I'm so used to people call me ugly or "Both of you don't look alike at all, your sister is much prettier!"
Although I'll act like it's no big deal, having thought like I am who I am, I won't pretend to be someone else!! But I still feel hurt and despair alotz in deep down there..
n years ago, I made a wish. I wished that I'll turn pretty someday..You can't imagine how much snide comments I got from others because I couldn't believe I feel so depressed till I made such a wish..
n years later, same things happened to me again..I got sarcastic remarks from some of my mutual friends. I thought I was gonna burst out like some madwoman, shouting or use abusive language at her-s ..
or maybe breakdown like a useless thing, burst into tears uncontrollably in the toilet alone and then act normally again..
instead I wiped a tear and told someone that I was too tired to stay up...so that I could pretend that I was not crying over those snide comments..
n years ago, I really appreciate lilee and jade. Thanks to them, my confidence was enhanced as they told me something...
n weeks ago, I was close to tears as I read someone diary because she recall those sad experience and the past feelings I had...anger, despair and depress
n days ago, someone told me I look pretty. But my joy was ruined that moment as well because somebody just replied like are-u-blind-kind-of-thing.
So, why don't we praise others more rather than hurt them by giving them snide comments. It hurt the most when your best friends criticize how you look(not in a nice way), even if she comments through jokes, but still, it hurts ..with alotz...

It's an emotional post indeed...

I feel blush rise in my cheek for the first time!!

2010-07-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

I had my most embarrassing moment in my life, so far. It happened during assembly which was in public!!
''Hey, stop talking....let me see, which class are you from??!! Put your legs down and sit properly, you are a girl, aren't you??"

I know it's no big deal when you were told by somebody , but and but I was scolded by Principal (yup,that Mcdonald) yet in front of everyone while she was giving speech during assembly. It was so embarrassing having to be scolded in that situation, gosh!! How wish I have a invisible cloak and puff...I'm invisible!! or pause the time so that I can avoid such embarrassment through some magic tricks.. According to my friends, I blushed with embarrassment and shame, no doubt (for the first time, I feel blush rise to my cheek).

Yup, our class has added two set of tables!! and that's for our Japanese friends, Mayu and Saki who host by Kylin and Valerie. Mayu is friendly and pretty (she's much prettier than seeing in photo).On the train, I've been racking my brain to ask about hers just to get to know her well as well as break the boring atmosphere when we (val, mayu and me ) were taking LRT back from Central Market.

While Saki is the shy and quiet type. She doesn't talk much but has a kind heart no doubt. The strawberry candies she bought for everyone is the nicest thing I've ever tasted (cuz I dislike every artificial strawberry candies) Hope she could blend in with us when we hit Genting.

SINGAPORE!!!!

2010-07-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

We did another awesome thing this time--- left our country and headed to S'pore right after exam!!!It's really cool huh!! Tiger Airways was not bad after all, at least it departed quite punctually though I've never heard of it before!!lol!

Okay, thanks to Jyyi's forgetfulness,we gonna wake up at 6am the next morning (i know, crazy right??)to send her some Show Lo thing.But...something happened,That damn sim wanru phone alarm didn't even beep,so we almost broke our promise and the consequences is get killed by Jyyi!!
Anyway, we managed to rush there thanks to my super-sensitive-to-sunlight-sense(I managed to wake up when the sun rose without alarm)

Have you ever seen crowded Orchard Road with nobody?? well we did!! cuz we started wandering around there at 7 morning!! We went for movie then since no shops were opened. ...

ECLIPSE for $9.50 (we should really watch TOY STORY 3 instead!!)
Popcorn in S'pore is surprisingly bad tasting, it's way too sweet (I should've try the salted one).GSC has the best popcorn ever!!!!^^

Frankly speaking, Eclipse is totally a failure !! I can't see any plot nor epic in it.The kissing scene is way too many until my goosebumps kept rising *ewww!!!*
Still, Robert Pattinson looks like a freaking-never-shower-copse while Kristen Stewart looks like a emotionless drug addict!!
There's no doubt the hottest goes to Taylor Lautner if you have a normal eyesight. He's so cute when he told RB that he's hotter than him^^ Starting to drool when he shows his perfect body off !!

well we stick around Orchard Road cuz it's mid year sale!!!damn lucky we are!! when s'pore says they're on sale season, they really meant it!! even all those branded was given discount like forever 21(it has 4 story!! packed with a bunch of crazy shoppers, imagine ) , Zara ,Cotton On (found it at underpass!! 50% off for all items which is damn cheap!!)

Since we shopped from 7 morning till 10 night , I couldn't even feel my legs anymore at the end of the day!!
and the most exaggerating part is that we couldn't stop any cabs at 10pm cuz everyone was leaving just like us!! You can see a bunch of cabs on the road but all the sign appeared as HIRED!!!
I believed our legs weighted almost a tons when we finally reached home by taking MRT and bus!!!
And then my thigh muscle pained miserably the following day!!!(do we use thigh when walking?? then why am I having thigh muscle pains??!!!)

Merlion Park would be our next target after arguing over whether to wait for Jyyi to join us or not and we've made a wise decision wanru!!

See That!! It's Marina Bay Sands which look super cool with a ship fall on top of it!! The hotel is damn high class which I don't think I've got a chance living in there in my entire life T.T Another thing is we didn't managed to visit Skypark (that ship) cuz we just gave up when we saw long queue. But now, I was so regret that we missed that rare chance!!

hoho!!! It's already mentioned that people under 21 is prohibited from entering which is US!!! never mind, just wait for 4 more years!!

Everybody suffers from World Cup Fever yo!!!!!

2010-06-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

YAY FOR World cup 2010!!!! Soccer is surprisingly exciting and I'm totally crazy over it!! I always thought it was a quite stupid game to watch 22 people chasing over 1 tiny little thing(12 people per team would be my answer whenever you ask me )....But that's before World Cup yo!! Plus I really love the World Cup Fever as you can see every restaurants are using this rare opportunity to promote their goods!!Awww, too bad we'll be having exam next week, that means I have to hypnotise myself not to watch T.T I'll definitely miss it after this cuz we have to wait for another 4 more years and that's pretty long huh!!

Exam'll be around the corner soon .. Worries, Stress and Craziness are indescribable now.. and this shall be my last post before I got sucked into the dreadful world...

BTW,Thx alotz for the green little umbrella, KYLIN (never got a chance to try it out still)and the annoying squeaky Donald Mirror, CI EN!!!

The super short n sweet post ever!!^^

Cherish what we have !!!

2010-06-11T22:51:00.000-07:00

That's right!!! We went to orphanage and old folks home which I was glad that I wasn't absent because of my laziness*claps* ("Aiya, Who wanna go for this stupid trip during holidays!!" or "What reason should I give so that I sound convincing" were all I thought)

The children playroom was in chaos with all the kids running and screaming around. I feel homesick in there even though I don't like kids sticking around. See, we are very grateful to have both parents nurture, worry, scold and praise us all along, these kids will never know who their parents are.

LOL, He Mei Ting is trying to stop fight. (otherwise too many victims will be involved) She'll definitely becomes a overprotective mother in the future...

Aww~~one of the victims.He was crying since we stepped into the playroom and I know why...Because some toys just flew over and hit his head continuously!!! bingo!!!poor thing~~

Mei Hui's daughter!!! She was like 'miao!!! I found a leng lui and I'm going to adopt her' or "miao!! take more photos of us, I so gonna miss her!!"

Look who I found!!!OMG!! I LIKE HER HAIR SO MUCH!! SHE IS SO CUTE!!! but she never talk nor cry, she's just stay alone, keep quiet and emotionless...poor thing huh..till I begged her to smile at the camera!!CHEESE!!

See, she's avoiding the camera again...

Who knows, visiting orphanage turned out to be quite fun after all!

Cherish what we have from now onwards!!!

I WANT QUALITY NOT QUANTITY!!

2010-06-09T18:58:00.000-07:00

aw~~isn't he cute!!! I saw it at Central Market which costs RM5 (quite expensive huh), but it kept popping up in my mind until I can't stand it...*ran back and snatched it*

Here's another from Central Market. Actually I'm kinda of regret of buying it. It's not because of the prize (RM20), this thing has the poorest quality. You see, Kylin also bought one for Momo and one of the alphabets cracked the next day. The same thing's happening to mine now (as you can see from the photo, yup it's the "O")*curse*

A short visit to Singapore for the purpose of applying to Junior College. Since citizen and PR is not allowed to drive M'sia car, so we have to take buses and cabs all the time. (Unlike M'sia, S'pore cabs are benz, hyundai...) As a result, we took 7+ cabs per day (S$50) which drove my mom into madness...So, MRT as transportation instead of cabs i guess...

'chao kui tiao' I ordered in the hawker centre. But the uncle reply me 'hjgfoashfkl' (hokkien) which I can't understand at all. He saw my blank expression and speak to me in ENGLISH .(WTH, a 60+ years old uncle speak English in hawker centre) This shows that it is a 'banana country' after all....

KYLIN KWAN!!!! I BOUGHT THIS FOR YOU!!!! Essential hair mask and shampoo which you can't find them in M'sia. So, I grabbed another shampoo for myself, see whether it can turn my annoying brownish hair into shiny black!!!^^

What's the point of being such a bitch huh??

2010-05-29T19:43:00.000-07:00

You are really out of your mind when you took your car with 4 passengers at the back without even grabbing your driving license or money in the middle of the night with no permission from your mom!!! BUT I TELL YOU THAT WAS ACTUALLY US!!! We sneaked out at around10pm after Kylin's mom finally embraced her bed. As you know,that was the only almost perfect plan to get Valerie back home before her curfew.

It was the most unbelievable, craziest, earth-shattering incident in my entire whole life!! But our almost-perfect-plan went wrong T.T cuz petrol ran out plus @$#@%^ nobody had money, not even 10sen!!!! DO YOU BELIEVE IT??? There's a crazy fellow (Wanru the insecure freak)grabbed her IC cuz she said "in case of road block mah"!!!LOL!!! (halo!! KYLIN KWAN DIDN'T EVEN BRING HER DRIVING LICENSE) The story ended like this, *unwillingly* I called my dad for help(to fill petrol) in the middle of the night. We finally reached home at 1am(we spent 3 hrs on the road =.=)

"Lim Miao Shan 06050 tidak menumpu perhatian dalam kelas.......harap guru disiplin, mengambil tindakan yang wajar" That's right my name was recorded down by that bitch and sent to discipline department. Ha, like I care!!! God created mouth in order to let us talk, k!!! So, although you've recorded down my name, so what, I won't stop what I usually did cuz that's who I am!!!

"what are you laughing at??? don't you see I've started my class?? no wonder cikgu Phang recorded down your name lah" It's another bitch again #^$#&#&("?^ !!!! I mean as long as I didn't interrupt your teaching or disturb others , what the hell wrong with laughing almost soundlessly !!! Apart from that, she is hell fussy about our expression whenever she tells a joke, which she will start imitating "the somebody" (who didn't laugh at her joke st all)'s expression sarcastically. Plus ,she's that type who bears grudges all the time. So, you have to force a smile out even though you don't find her joke funny to avoid any unnecessary trouble. What's the point of being such a bitch huh!!!!

Grey Hair Intrusion!!

2010-05-16T04:17:00.000-07:00

GOD!!! I found 3 white hairs!!!you would probably think 'ceh, it's merely 3 out of zillions!!' But it matter to me just like a pimple popped up suddenly on your used-to-be-flawless-skin one day!!and the worst of all,it's an 80% inherited symptom as my dad doesn't have much black hairs though. I always dislike the colour of my kinda brownish hair. I mean it's like lack of nutrients or something even though some of weirdos like it.Anyway,there's no point of weep and wail, because I swear I'll cure it!!*start googling * Aha, see!!take black sesame,black walnuts,black whatever can probably turn my hair into shinny black (hopefully...)

Someone just loomed up beside me while I was picking some oranges yesterday. It must be my stupid sister, I thought.However, it turned out to be my primary school friend surprisingly.I was damn shocked and I think I almost dropped my chin because we never met since..(can't remember) I mean I missed her so much but I dare not chat nor post something on her wall!!chicken plus coward!!aren't I?? afraid of chatting with my best friend*hide my face*.Anyway, I was so pleased when we saw each other again.She didn't changed much, so angular and skinny still. Burst her wall right after I reached home(the only way to compensate for the loss of not keeping in touch) not to mention, I'll be attending the next gathering after making up my mind.

*wow!!the last post was on 22 April!!time really flies though!!don't worry I'll keep you alive...

Chemistry & Add Math Disasters

2010-04-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

I decided to check out Kasturi after i got back my chemistry test.Unsurprisingly,I didn't even get half out of 10 marks. *checking my paper* BINGO!!!teacher had marked that wrongly!I double checked it before i went out to demand for another marks.

"NO!!that is not correct!!"Then,she drew it on the board and i thought she has some kind of sight problem..because it's just the same as mine!!ridiculous!!she still claimed that mine was incorrect!!that unbelievable hag!!!

I showed it to others just as i got back to my seat,and they thought my answer was right too.See,it's not that I'm kia-su, you really should mark it with your eyes open k? and i won't argued and demanded it if i didn't deserved that.Can't even pointed out my mistake, "Wrong Method" is all you explained when we asked what's wrong with my answer huh..well congrat!!you've successfully become the second bitch right after phang!!!

So,i was at kasturi for the first time with Anna and pei yi...I was taking chemistry initially,but the timing has some problem.anyway,that's not important..k,listen i took add math at the end..
There's definitely something wrong about that teacher.He's the freakiest freak i've ever seen!!
*the classroom was in chaotic* BANG!!he walked in with a do-you-remember-that-you-owed-me-RM1000000-look,and to my uttermost surprise,the whole class fell into silence immediately.

"people, IF YOU ARE UNSATISFIED WITH ME, TELL ME FACE TO FACE,DON'T YOU DARED MAKE THOSE NONSENSE COMPLAINTS TO THE MANAGEMENT "*scribble down his number on the board* and kept yelling "I'LL CHOPPED DOWN YOUR FINGER IF YOU SEND RUBBISH TO ME!!! I WILL FIND OUT WHO MAKE THOSE COMPLAINTS AND I WILL KILL HIM AND HIS FAMILY AND THEN I WILL COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!""YOU DON'T KNOW MY BACKGROUND!!I 'M NOT SCARE OF ANYONE BUT THE GOD I BELIEVED!!!""

It's freaking scary!!he's really out of his mind !!I'm sure i'll not fell asleep during his lesson!!because he said"WHOEVER SLEEPS IN MY CLASS,I'LL BLIND HIM !!!I'VE GOT ALOTS OF MONEY TO SHUT HIS PARENTS' MOUTH AND ....."but i've to admitted that he taught it pretty well..and guess what,i don't even dared to pick up my pen when i dropped it..

BBQ,swimming and cockroach adventure!!!!

2010-04-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

Dear blog :
I'm so sorry that I 've abandoned you for so long.Here I am again!!!

It's time to flashback...BBQ,swimming pools...
Ha,we went to Jolynne's house after Sport's day...erm,there was almost 20 stations from Bukit Jalil to Tropicana...stopped by 1U to get our groceries in Jusco.We bought everything,lamb,beef,fish,organic vegetable,et cetera...(but we couldn't finished it all at the end of the day,African would definitely killed us if they witness these)

Stepped into jo's house and heard someone yelled for 'COCKROACH!!!'..wth, here's a perfect refuge for cockroach cuz nobody lives here except jo's grandpa..well, we were considered lucky to have Kylin Kwan aka pest controller to save the day.But,something horrible happened afterwards,children and grandchildren were there to take their revenge after their parents got killed and Yaicks!!!I just met two of them while i went to kitchen and another 3 while i was trying to pass motion...yucks,ugly,dirty,scary little creature!!!!And to my uttermost surprise,jo didn't feel annoying or disgusting,she thought mosquito is way creepier than cockroach...I was kinda understood then,she was truly totally absolutely immune to them ,ha!!but freak still..
One more thing,Jolynne Lee,you really shouldn't wear your shoes once you stepped into your house!!!even though nobody sees it, but,but,but...*sigh*

In the midnight while everyone was sleeping...i knew what exactly happened cuz i slept beside wanru,and she ...
Wanru : *sit up suddenly from her sleep* Arh!!!COCKROACH!!!(she never knew she did this until i told her the next day,and she was like"really??i must be havng a nigthmare then")
Airel : *wake up and grabbed her glasses immediately* "What??Really??Where??"*worry and feeling insecure*(and she never took off her glasses until the next day..)

LOL!!!It was really fun staying at jo's house!!!i mean the BBQ (at least i know how to start a fire without any adults helping) swimming (wow,how could anyone resists the temptation of 4 swimming pools..LOL!!!) and cockroach !!!(it's an adventure to me ha!!exciting though..)And Thank you Jolynne for inviting us to your place!!!so sorry for all the troubles we've made!!!!^^

xxx as birthday present from KYLIN KWAN!!!!

2010-03-23T04:35:00.000-07:00

Mission:Taking shower in the morning.(it's freezing and i can't even open my eyes)
Reason: So that my hair looks straight and silky since we're taking photos later.
Results: ''How come you never gussy up before coming to school?''
''Erm,there's no different,it still looked dishevelled and tangled"
Conclusion: That's why i come to school without shower.

I got my birthday present from Kylin^^ she told me that she can't wait to see my expression while tearing wrapping paper.And now I know why.To my uttermost surprise, it's a b-r-a. Well it's the most unique and weird present i have ever had.At least i didn't freaked out cuz it's the colour i liked(CUTE GREEN).And i would say that she is damn wise cuz she brought me into a conversation spontaneously and so she got me the-almost-right-size.(actually,i'm not so sure about mine)CLEVER GAL!!!

THANK YOU KYLIN KWAN!!!(coolest present ever and i promise not to take out the steel..lol..)
AND THANK YOU AIREL TAY(i was really shocked when i got yours!!! u'll definitely find out why on your birthday!!!)

Holidays around the corner^^

2010-03-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

Exams are finally over phew.. I 've been through another laborious process and no more pimples'll be sticking around.~and here comes holidays^^

Here's our wonderful perfect well-planned schedule : Math paper finished at 10am,bouncing up and down,packed our things quickly and rush to wanru's house for taking shower.

After that it's skating time!!!!It's really cheap since it's a weekday.So just put on your skating shoes and rock the ice rink!!!Yeah!!!

Again,we're on the international bowling centre. Guess who's on top of the list??!! and yay me!!I've beaten wanru by 1 mark!!!too bad^^

Some unusual situation happened:

Jolynne used ball no.8 and she got a strike!!!she's still using 6 all the time which my fingers doesn't fit into it .
Kylin was in a sulky mood cuz wanru got a higher score and she talked about it in a teasing way.Anyway this lady has a high self-esteem but her bad-tempered managed to quelled very soon.

It's movie time!!!

This movie is definitely a fairytale.It's too predictable and kinda boring even though it's 3D!!killing monster,villains have been caught,Alice saved the day and happy ending!!!I could wrote that!!!

Johnny Depp is hotter than ever!!!The make up was fantastic,he looked a bit like Jack Sparrow when he walked on the table seriously. I thought he was in love with Alice and they would have sort of kissing part.Eventually,I was totally wrong.But I still liked him^^

The Queen of Hearts was really CUTE especially when she rant and rave.Lovely red castle,bizarre servant with fake nose,ears,heart-shaped scaffold it's so COOL!!!look at her lips, she's adorable!!

Here's something surprised me the most.When we got back to wanru's house,someone called me to have our dinner. They were singing a birthday song and i thought they were celebrating wanru's birthday before midnight,so i sang along.I knew something was wrong cuz wanru was singing and yet she was looking at me.DAMN IT....

I was so stupid and so embarrassed .You know what??!! they were actually celebrating mine seriously!!!It was sooo touching and my tears juz burst out uncontrollably.It really shocked me cuz I 'm not the kind who usually wipe my tears when I feel upset or depressed..It's was too sudden and it really was a surprise..

TNX U GUYS!!!!and plz forget about all my embarrassing moment.

At midnight; that means... time to blow another cake!!!''HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANRU!!!'' and she got a brand new handphone as a birthday present[jealous=.= cuz my mom would never do that] And it somehow brought her into tears..wth!!she already knew all her mom's plan or even her present...anyway that kylin kwan fell asleep soon after that[well,that sleepy head missed ours gossips moment]

S.O.S

2010-02-27T01:25:00.000-08:00

It's a week before exam.Tnx to Muhammad's prophet(have no idea what it is),we have 3 days of holidays(but it's a study day for me T.T)

Doing Maths after having my breakfast,had huge problems and stuck in the middle.(never give up was my new motto)Ready to rack my brains again after lunch,but still...*sigh* Then I found beacon of mine,my sis*yucks*

If I don't ask for S.O.S, my table'll end up with fragments or silver hair'll definitely reappear(proud of my logic thinking) And guess what?She solved all my problems surprisingly(actually it's not)
Ta-da, my struggle-to-the-end mood revived!!!!

So,having a clever and wise sis is not a bad thing after all...but I really hate to give her compliments. It's not that I'm mean but...(hard to convey)

Chinese New Year!!!!

2010-02-20T04:56:00.000-08:00

Whooah~~finally back to KL!!! Never touch internet for 4 days cuz I went back to Ipoh (my grandpa's house) doesn't have any wi fi ,or astro T.T It's so miserable...living in a sorta kampung...BUT,I'll sure miss all the food there(It's damn cheap and tasty^^)

Miseries of CNY:

been stuck in the car for about 4 hours while going back to Ipoh T.T (serious traffic congestion...*cursing*)
my head ached like hell because of that scorching hot weather
less angpao this year...(including dad,he said mum had given me T.T )
never touch computer for 4 days(feel like wasting time while in Ipoh)
Another achievement this new year!!!We visited almost 6 houses(Jolynne,Kylin,Jadexi,me,Valerie,Woanru and ... Final destination=JYYI=Casino)

Wanna know what's our transport??? It's the coolest thing on earth!!!BUS!!! (driver : Joe ee's mum,passengers : 9 of us ) Since it's a trial trip, so it's free(of course=.=)

And joe ee's mum is looking fiancee for her relative....

Joe mum : Joe ee,who's the prettiest among you all??

Joe ee : Norrr..Valerie...

Joe mum : Ha..I knew it when I saw her at the first sight!!VALERIE,would you marry Joe ee's biao ge?? She has lots of biao ge...since you're the prettiest,I presented a quite good looking one for you,of course the cutest one is for joe ee!!!so what do you say???

Valerie : Ermm...no thx...

Joe mum : oh,he works in Britain and he's rich,he's good looking...right,how can you possibly refuse this opportunity??(so,she never give up on persuading valerie until we've reached Woanru's place...)

(I know it's kinda ridiculous and LOL...but here's joe ee eccentric family)

HERE I AM....to update...

2010-02-11T00:54:00.000-08:00

I promise to update my blog ,and...I do keep my promise.So,stop blaming me for not updating T.T

I still have to do the effing essay,but she's been nicer than before,we are allowed to do it at home^^

Writing essay at school...

Pros: no need to rack my brains afterward and free from homework *ta-da*...

Cons: suffering and cursing for 2 periods while writing,no dictionary,hate that kind atmophere...

Woan Ru doesn't seem like hating Cikgu Ong anymore after get to know his dilemma...it's kinda weird but I'm glad about that cuz we really shouldn't hold any grudges against him since it's considered our last year..(especially after that competition incident)

We got chocolates from ours form teacher (it's really NICE!!!*touching*)and maths teacher as well(TQ so muchhh)...I think Caryn's keropok are still the best!!!(especially the spicy one...gotta go fetch some on CNY...)

You-know-who is a crap

2010-01-26T02:01:00.000-08:00

Today is the worst day ever...in 2010...I hate Malay all the time cuz my Malay really really suckz...plus our Malay teacher is a totally useless bitch even though she's a chinese.So what!!!???We juz couldn't stand it!!!That wretched woman thinks that we are conceited and overconfident cuz we are SR2SCA.For her own convenience,she insists us to copy her answer.She's that kind who can't accepts others including essay writing.Woanru kept on reminding me not to hate her on the first day,but I juz couldn't do that anymore.She's pathetic!!!Although she had a master's degree,doesn't mean that she's really experienced and sophisticated.Where are all the normal Malay teachers???It's driving me mad.We had that stupid PHD last year, and now what??I really missed cikgu Liew right now...

Discoveries

2010-01-23T18:45:00.000-08:00

Finally...It's a relieved when i finished that damn chun cao xin... my precious 45 minutes has been wasted.Hate doing stuffs which is forced by others especially essay writing.Felt like wringing her neck all the time..

anyway tnx a lot hui xian!!! for the essay thing n also the chocolate^^

Discoveries of the week:

Kylin and huiqing really do look like ~~sisters~~... or maybe twins
Jolynne is actually same tall as me!! I should have realised that..
Jadexi doesnt look like a form1 anymore...but she's still a form2..(only at school)
been playing pet society for half a year
There's a mushroom in our si he yuan..Seriously!!!
Zen's drawing a tiger to live with her amazing talent
I couldn't drift off if I don't had my teeth flossed

First Time Ever...

2010-01-16T00:41:00.001-08:00

Say hi to meee!!! Ahem..New here..cant believe that I'm actually blogging right here, right now...

Welcome here everyone!!!

I really cnt stand ours rules!!! We have the most unbelievable rules in the world!!!Let's see about it..
If you had a short haircut,it cnt be longer than 5cm (That's ridiculous!!! Do you know how"long" is that??!!)My story began like this..You see..I've juz had my hair cut right before school reopen!!! and I still couldnt get pass of it...urghhhh...That bitch is wasting my money n what if I have a shorter neck or my hair grow faster n et cetera,et cetera...
Another things is we have to queue up wherever we go!!!(wat the hell is that!!!It's a line up culture like they say...)Heeloo!!!we are not in kindergarten you morons!!!we are in secondary Remember!!!!??n what are the lifts for if we are not allowed to use it!!!!??? oh come on!!! I dont wanna cut my hair every 2 or 3 weeks..